Page 46 of Elijah's Hope
She nodded, and it made her tits jiggle. They were pillows on her chest, except for her nipples, which were hard little nubs begging for my mouth. It was too much. I wanted everything.
I plunged inside hard and deep and it was hotter than fuck. Wetter than anything I had ever felt until it burned through my clogged brain that I hadn’t used a condom.
This is what it’s supposed to feel like.
“Fuck,” I growled as I pulled myself out. I looked down and saw the shining coat of Shelby’s arousal on my dick. Every cell in my body wanted to thrust back inside her until I was lost within her. Filling her with my cum.
“Shelby, are you on birth control?”
“Uh…Eli…”
She was arching her back, lifting her hips. I could do it. I could so totally do it, just fuck her bare and let the consequences happen.
It took everything I had to harness in those base animal instincts.
“Shelby. Are. You. On. The. Pill.”
“No,” she whispered, lifting her head up to look at me. “Why? I thought you bought more condoms.”
Fuck. She was trusting me to protect her and I almost broke that trust. I gently lowered her legs off my shoulders and got off the bed. I had left the condoms next to my clothes, which I had dropped near the door. I had been so anxious, I’d started undressing as soon the door was closed behind me.
Ruthlessly, I tore one open and rolled it over my cock. Wrapping my hand around my dick to give it a hard tug or two to ease the ache. I marched to the bed and again took hold of Shelby around each of her knees to pull her to the edge of the bed, to wrap her thighs around my waist, then I was back deep inside her.
Maybe it was the thought of what could have been, or just a general resentment over the thin layer of latex separating her from me, but I went at her hard and heavy, holding nothing back.
I grabbed her ass cheeks and squeezed them in my palms, using my weight and leverage to drive her into the bed. So hard the old bed squeaked out its protest as I drilled her.
“You close, baby?”
Because I wasn’t going to last. All I wanted to do was explode, but I wanted to do it with her exploding around me, too.
“Eli, Eli,” she panted.
I let go of her ass and pressed my thumb down on her swollen clit, rubbing it in circles until Shelby’s whole body started shaking. There it was.
“That’s right, baby, let go for me. You can trust me. Just let it happen. God, you feel so good. So hot, so tight for me. You’re perfect, baby. So perfect. Trust me to take care of you, too.”
Because that’s another thing I was coming to understand about her in bed. It wasn’t easy for her to let go, to let her body just take over. Almost like she didn’t trust herself.
I angled myself differently then, resting my palms on the bed on either side of her head. I pushed her harder, slamming my groin against her clit even as my dick worked her deep inside.
I heard her cry out, felt her pussy clamp down on me. And then I was right there with her. Wailing over her like some teenage boy who had never fucked a woman before.
Why? Why is it so good with her?
I collapsed to the side of her so I didn’t crush her with my weight. I let out a puff of a laugh at the thought. I’d just fucked her harder than I had ever let myself fuck a woman, with all my strength and all my power, and now I was worried about her being fragile?
Shit. Had I hurt her?
“Shelby…was that too rough?”
She rolled into me with a sigh, tossing her thigh across my legs. “Un-unh.”
“We should probably talk.”
“Un-unh,” she said, pushing her nose against my chest even as she wrapped her arm around my waist. “Too sleepy.”
“Shelby, I was inside you ungloved. Only for a second, but it happened.”
