“You like sucking me off? Feels like you did. What about you? Are you going to like it when I consume you? Because that’s what I’m going to do tonight, Julia. I’m going to consume you.”
“You’re in pain,” she said, as if trying to justify to herself why this was okay.
“Not now I’m not,” I said, thrusting my hardening cock against her ass. “Remember when I fucked you here. Remember how you squirmed around it as I pushed deep inside your ass, but then I made you come so fucking hard.”
She shook her head. Like the words were too much. But I needed to say them. That was part of releasing the poison inside me. So I wouldn’t explode.
I moved her to the bed and together we crawled on it like two animals seeking a safe place from the storm. Rolling her on her back, I hovered above her, all my weight on my knees and forearms. I looked down at her body and thought that I wanted to mark all of it. So there wouldn’t be a spot of skin where she could look in the mirror and not see that I had claimed her.
Her hand cupped my cheek then and I was forced to meet her eyes.
“Anything you need from me, you have it,” she whispered.
It felt like my chest was exploding. I crushed her then with my weight, letting her take all of it, while I feasted on her mouth. Kissing Julia was unlike kissing any other woman. Because when I did it, I wasn’t thinking about my dick, or what came next, or how good coming was going to feel. When I kissed Julia, it wasn’t a means to an end, it was the only thing.
When I wanted more of her taste, I slid down her body. Nipping at her nipples, teasing with them with just a hint of the pressure I knew she needed. That could come later. I wanted between her thighs now. I wanted to suck on her pussy like she’d sucked on my cock, and I wanted to feel her come around me. Feel the shake of her thighs while I tongued her deep.
She opened for me and I put both her legs over my shoulders as I brought my mouth down on her core. Slick and wet and hot. Her clit was already so plump and swollen, just the wiggle of my tongue over it had her writhing on the bed.
And when I sucked it and pushed two fingers high and deep inside her at the same time, she came for me quick. Just like I knew it would be. Her body shaking, her mouth clamped shut so that I couldn’t hear her moaning.
Because Julia didn’t like to give away her secrets. She liked to try to hide herself, but I saw her. I always saw her. Moving back up her body I licked and sucked and bit until her legs were wrapped around my waist, urging me to come inside her, to fuck her.
No, this wasn’t fucking. I slid my cock inside her soaking pussy and thought this was beyond fucking. I didn’t give a shit about my orgasm; I only wanted to please her again. To giveherwhat she needed after giving me so much.
“Julia, Julia,” I whispered into her mouth. Sucking in her breath, tasting me even as she tasted herself. I rocked into her pussy like I would do it all night. Like I would do it for the rest of my life.
“Ethan,” she sighed, wrapping her arms tight around me so that I was held.
So that I would know I was loved.
I pressed into her deeply, so that I was rubbing my pelvis against her mound and she came again with little soft cries into my mouth. And I didn’t stop until I made her do it again. And again. Only then did I let go, let her pull more of my cum from me and when I collapsed next to her, I knew, in that moment, that the storm had passed and I wasn’t going to break.
She’d saved me.