Page 59 of Lords of Misrule
“Like you did when you knew Finn and I liked each other? When you’d only let him have me if you got to fuck me in the process? Because you’re so jealous you can’t just let him have anything for himself.”
“Jealous? Remind me again, which one of us made you come first? Because it sure as fuck wasn’t Finn.”
“Remind me again… we can have this conversation because no feelings are involved, right?” She stares at me pointedly. The bob of her throat, when she swallows, is the only sign at all that she cares what I’m saying here.
“Don’t play games,” I warn her.
I can’t tell her what she wants to hear. I want to. Some part of me desperately wants to, but if I do it’ll break me open. Leave me vulnerable in a way I’ve never been. And then it’ll break us. She’ll run to Finn or worse yet, Hudson, and then there’ll be nothing left but scorched earth.
“If you say you don’t want to let Hudson in, I’ll respect it. For Finn’s sake.”
“Have you thought at all about Finn in this? How he’ll feel? He knows it’s only fucking between the two of us. Hudson wants more. You gonna let him replace Finn?”
“Finn knows how I feel about him. I doubt he feels threatened, but I’ll talk with him first—and of course respect whatever he wants. I told you I wanted to talk first.”
“No one’s fucking threatened. You couldn’t find a guy better than Finn. And no fucking way Hudson fucks you the way I do.”
“Then it’s not a problem, is it?”
“We’ll see if it’s a problem for him to watch you suck my cock. See how wet it gets you and how much you need me inside you after.”
“He’s seen it before, and it hasn’t fazed him. Then again, with the way he looks naked… why would it?” She smirks, baiting me into a fight.
I wrap my hand around her throat and push her back into the closet, kicking the door shut behind me.
“Hudson doesn’t know how to treat you. Doesn’t know all the dirty things you like. How to fuck you the rough way you need it.”
“He could learn. He just needs some direction,” she whispers as my hand tightens. Great minds think alike, and sometimes it’s frightening how closely ours align.
“Ah. So you don’t want to replace Finn. You want to replace me.” I let go of her throat just long enough to tug her panties off and test her to make sure she’s wet. She is—like always for me.
“I mean like you said, you could just find your own girl to fuck.” She shrugs absently like the idea of me fucking someone else doesn’t matter to her.
“Pull me out.” My hand’s around her throat again, and I pin her up against the back of the closet. Her hands go to my pants, working quickly until she has me in her palm and then she touches me carefully. So slow and so sweet you’d almost think she likes me.
I grab her thighs, pulling her up and pinning her against the wall while I slide inside her. Her eyes shutter, and a small moan leaves her lips when I’m all the way in. Her arms slip around my neck. We’re well-practiced at this. The way we fit together. The way I know every little thing she likes. No one could replace the way I take care of her.
I kiss and suck my way down her throat as I start to fuck her up against the wall, rattling it and the door in the process—hopefully loud enough for Hudson to hear.
“Fuck. You always get so deep,” she mumbles, her head going back as she lets me have what I want from her.
“I hope you fucking told him how much you beg for my cock. The way you need it.”
“Ro—” My name is cut off by a moan.
“This cunt is mine. Say it.”
“Rowan, please.”
“Say it.”
“It’s yours.” Her legs wrap around me, and I get as deep as I can, pushing her to her limit then grabbing her jaw.
“That’s fucking right.My own—myproperty,mygirl.”
“Fuck…” she mutters.
“And no one touches what’s mine without my permission. You know it because you obeyed like a good fucking girl.”
