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Oh, I'm so going to do that more often.
"You liked that way too much," he shakes his head, turning around to look at me.
"It turned me on, bro," I say deeply.
"Don't call me bro."
"Dude," I try and his eyes narrow.
"Dawg," I smirk.
"Fella," I love that one. A dish rag gets thrown in my face, my neck gets kissed, and my butt cheek is slapped off.
It stings like amotherfreaker. It hurt like a buttcheek on a stick.
"I didn't hit you that hard!" I remove the rag from my face, wincing at the pain in my butt.
"I didn't hit you that hard," he rolls his eyes playfully.
I twist my torso, lifting my shorts up. I look at the huge five-star on my butt.
I'm hitting him as hard as I can next time.
"I have a five-star!" I exclaim. Not realizing what I'm doing, I turn around and show him the mark on my cheek.
"I can't see all of it. You should take off your pants so I can," He offers and I consider it before realizing he's teasing.
And I'm wearing a pair of one of a kind peach-colored underwear that tends to ride up my butt. So he'sdefinitelymissing out.
"Did you go to college?" I question, changing the subject as my cheeks tinge.
"I got my associates in high school," he grumbles.
Jake was doing that too.
"My parents-well, my dad didn't let me do that. He said...never mind," I decide against telling him what Dad told me.
His eyes fall into a scowl and I wince. I turn around and go back to my seat at the table, shoving my face with pancakes.
"What'd he say to you?" He questions, his voice serious.
"It doesn't matter," I smile, pretending what he said didn't affect me.
"Azalea," he says harshly and I sigh.
"He said I should leave the success to Jake and that I'd never do good in college anyway."
The worst part about it: I believed him.
If no one liked me in high school and even strangers don't, college would be no different plus hard schoolwork.
But I wanted to go.
After the accident, I missed the last part of my school year and even a quarter of the next one, too busy trying to heal everything and going to PT.
I spent the rest of my high school year, including the summer, catching up and getting everything I needed to graduate and maintain a good GPA to get into college.
And then Dad told me I wasn't allowed to go.
