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"Kiss me back," he mumbles against my lips.
"Youdolove me?" I ask.
"Ilove you,"he nods.
"How do you know?" I don't know why I can't just shut up and accept the fact.
"The way you make me feel. The fact that you're the only person I'd ever want to be with. The way I'm always thinking about you. I'd do anything for you."
"Would you eat molded cheese?" I gasp.
"If it came down to it," he nods and I almost get teary-eyed.
"Now I can say 'I love you' and you can say 'I love you too'," I grow really excited, slipping on the floor again but being caught by Grey.
My crackhead loves me. And I love my crackhead.
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"What happened that night?" I ask him and he lets out a quiet sigh.
"It's-it's just complicated and it's not anything that you did. I was just listening to things I shouldn't have been listening to," he tucks my hair behind my earn
I crawl over on his lap for my world-famous hug. I wrap my arms around his neck and squeeze him firmly but gently.
"I understand," I whisper. It isn't the whole story but if that's all for now, then I'm okay with it.
"There's still no excuse for me treating you the way I did," he pulls away slightly, kissing me softly.
I place my hand on his cheek, not buttcheek, and I turn my head just to deepen the kiss only a little bit.
He pulls me closer to his body and slides his hand up the back of my shirt. He rocks me forward a bit and groans quietly into the kiss. He gently tugs my shirt up and off my body, leaving me in only my bra and underwear.
"Fuck," he grips onto my hips. I look down to where he's looking. I spot Tubs, my food baby.
"Oh my gosh! It's Tubs," I place my hand on my stomach, although that's not where he was looking originally, that hornish man.
"Fuck, I love you," he groans, placing his head into my neck.
"And Tubs?"
"And Tubs," he confirms.
"Why am I almost naked?" I question and he pulls away, looking down at me.
"I don't know how that happened," he answers.
"Are you with me just for my body?" even though it's not that great. Or very good.
"Yeah," he says seriously but I know that he's joking by the way his eyes narrow in the slightest of bit.
"I'm only with you for that reason too," I nod, wrapping my arms back around him after pulling the covers up around us both.
"Wanna do under-the-cover smex?" I blurt and his eyes fade dark, "I kid."
"You kid?"
"I'm a virgin Mary," I lean my head on his chest, puffing out my cheeks.
