Page 77 of Reflex
She grasped hold of his foot, pressing her thumb into the arch.“That was the most excruciatingly intense, ecstasy inducing thing I’ve felt ever.And the fact that you can do that to me without shoving your cock into me is insane.I’m not letting go of you Spook Mortensen.Not ever.”
It probably made him look like a sap, but he let a toothy grin spread across his face.“It’s just a wild speculation of course,” he said a few minutes later, “but I think your past hook-ups were too focussed on their dicks to realise there’s a whole world of pleasure beyond ramming it in and getting yourself off.”
“True.They were pretty unimaginative.Just the notion of smacking my arse tended to give them palpitations.”
“Understandable,” he muttered.“We’re not supposed to inflict pain on those we love.”
“Except this isn’t the same, and you know it.”
When his gaze slid sideways, she cupped his face, bringing it back into direct connection with hers.“Why is that a no for you at the moment, Spook?”
He blinked.It was hard to hold her gaze and not confess everything.
“I want it too much.I just think we need some restraints in place so we don’t wind up tumbling into a pit neither of us will emerge unscathed from.”
“You think you’re going to hurt me.”
“Alle, I don’t think it.I know it.Maybe it won’t be the first time, but at some point, we’ll cross a line.Then the marks won’t fade in a few minutes or even hours, they’ll mark your skin for days, or hell, permanently.”
“Yet, you’d only do that if I’d consented.”
He swallowed.“Of course.”
“Then why not trust me to know where my lines are?”
He chewed the inside of his cheek.“I’m working on that.Being with you… We’re working on it together.Building that trust.”
“Okay.”She rubbed the tip of her nose against his.“So, do you trust me to give you the release you’ve definitely earned?”Her hand strayed down towards his cock.
“How?”
For a moment, her teeth troubled her bottom lip.“Fuck me between my thighs.”
“Alle…”
“What?It’ll be like the real thing but not, and don’t pretend you’re not enticed by the idea, I can feel what’s going on down here.”
In fact, he’d been hard from the moment they’d set foot in the room together.With the taste of her still fresh on his tongue, and her moans still echoing inside his ears, he was extra eager.
Alle pushed him onto his back, and straddled him, which landed his cock in a particularly luscious valley, and rather took the matter out of his hands.Ten thousand volts of electrical lust zapped through him.
“Kiss me.”She groaned, welcoming the intrusion of his tongue into her mouth.He couldn’t stay in this position.Not riding this particular groove.She was wet and silky after her climax, so ready for him.
“Alle,” he struggled to free his mouth from hers.“You said between your thighs.”
“Easy tiger.I know the rules.You’re safe.We’re just enjoying some closeness.We’re not going to be doing any moving that you don’t initiate while we’re in this position.I just wanted to feel you.It’s an exciting prospect, having you so close, knowing that you could so effortlessly fill me.”
“Christ.… Do you grasp how hard it is not to move when your lips are kissing me like this?”
“A little.”She grinned demonically.“You know, I don’t know what it’s like for a man, but there’s something special about being in this position for a woman.It’s a crazy thrill being poised right on the brink of penetration.”
“Alle, I haven’t been inside a woman for nearly a decade.This is way more temptation than I can handle.”
“Nonsense, your control is just fine.Trust me, Spook.”She kissed his chin, then began exploring the line of his jaw and his throat.It hurt a little when her touch strayed too close to his remaining bruises, but it was stingy, not entirely unpleasant pain.“For starters, I’m not going to let you slide in bare because that would be irresponsible.If you want to fuck me, you have to suit up.And secondly, I’m not sure my bladder is up to being prodded so soon after what you just did.”
That set them both chuckling, a dangerous turn of events if ever there was one, as it made them both shift at the same time.They both gasped as he slid way too close to entering her.Spook pushed himself into a sitting position.
Alle fell onto her haunches.
