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The wet slap of Felix’s bare feet against stone rang out and then a strong palm was pushing at Sam’s upper back, the other sliding down his crease. Sam let out a shaky exhale, one that stuttered when Felix’s slick fingers coasted over his hole.

Felix gently massaged, a tease so light there was almost no pressure at all. Sam growled and pushed back. Felix’s low chuckle resounded through the room.

“Greedy,” he murmured against Sam’s neck. “It’s what you always call me, isn’t that right? How does it feel to be on the other side?”

He added a little more pressure with his fingers. Sam whined.

“I know,” Felix crooned. “It’s the best kind of torture, isn’t it?” Felix’s other hand slid around Sam’s chest, down his stomach, and wrapped around his cock. He gave a few bored strokes. “To know your pleasure rests in the palm of someone else’s hand.”

Sam’s forehead dropped to the wall with a softthud.

“I’m going to make you feel so good, Sam.” One finger pushed past the tight ring of muscles, and Sam instantly let out a slow breath, relaxing his body. Felix cursed. “Fuck, look at you letting me in. Like you’re desperate for it.”

Sam grunted. The only response he was capable of, because Felix slid in farther, closer to the spot that would light Sam on fire. When Sam began rocking back on Felix, his moans turning more to growls of frustration—frustration because the god-damned man was avoiding the god-damned spot on god-damned purpose—Felix added another finger. Sam bore down, the slight burning stretch setting his nerves sparking and fizzing. The sign of what was to come. Felix slid his fingers in and out, scissoring them, the burn intensifying as he worked Sam open.

Then, he finally gave Sam exactly what he needed, craved. Felix coasted over that spot deep inside. A moan ripped from Sam, his body jerking as pleasure streaked through him. Felix immediately pulled off the spot, added a third finger while Sam could do nothing but pant and attempt to stay upright. Sam couldn’t wait for Felix to be deep inside him, pegging that spot over and over.

“Hurry,” he pleaded.

“Shhh.” Felix brushed a kiss over the back of Sam’s neck, the gentle movement a stark contrast to the way his fingers were currently unraveling Sam at the seams. And then his next words had Sam’s heart melting into a pool just like the one a few paces from them. “I won’t rush this. I refuse to hurt you. You need to be ready for me.”

Sam knew what the hidden meaning behind those words was. He knew Felix had reservations about this act being performed on him. So Sam knew there was so much more behind Felix’s assurance. It was a promise that he’d be careful with Sam. That Sam was safe in his hands. Control over someone else was a gift. Felix’s promise made clear he understood the significance of that surrender.

And Sam surrendered it all. His love. His heart. His body.

All he had and all he was belonged to Felix.

Fee’s fingers fell away, and a hoarse cry left Sam, his body clenching on nothing. This was the best and the worst part. The painful ache of being full ripped away. But knowing it was going to be replaced by something so much better.

The slick head of Felix’s cock pressed against Sam. Felix leaned forward, chest pressing against Sam’s back.

“I can’t put into words what you do for me,” he murmured into Sam’s skin. He pushed forward. “For so long, I’ve had no one to rely on. Had to be the one others rely on. The strength. The protector.” He slipped in an inch, paused, let Sam adjust. “I was so fucking alone,” his voice cracked.

He breached Sam further with slow, shallow slides, and Sam fidgeted. Needing more. Deeper. Harder.More. Because he was feeling too much. Those words were too much.

“Until you,” Fee said hoarsely. “You are my strength when I have none. You are my solid ground when I’m lost at sea. You’re my clarity when I can no longer make sense of anything.” Felix sank the rest of the way, hips meeting Sam’s arse.

He gripped Sam’s hips, holding there, unmoving. Sam thudded his head against the stone softly, his breaths ricocheting off the stone and dancing back over his face. A well of emotion was rising, and he couldn’t hold it back. It was going to consume him.God damn it.The man needed to move. Sam needed to feel him. To be grounded by the feel of Felix claiming him.

Felix chuckled, and Sam felt that chuckle deep in his arse. His toes curled.Fuck.

“It’s my turn to take care of you, Sam. I’m going to show you how much you mean to me.” One long, unhurried thrust. “Brace yourself.”

Sam’s fingers dug into the wall, arms locking tight.

Felix’s lips grazed Sam’s ear, and Sam could feel the man’s saucy smile. “Good boy.”

Sam’s eyes rolled back.Shite.

Then Felix pulled back and thrust home. Sam groaned, and that was all the encouragement Felix needed to completely let go. He drove into Sam, hands bruising on Sam’s hips. The muscles in Sam’s arms strained, his damp palms slipping on the wall’s smooth surface. Felix pressed up against him, grinding his hips like he was searching for something. A feral sound tore from Sam as Felix’s cock hit him exactly where he needed.

“There it is.” Felix tugged on Sam’s ear with his teeth and then snapped his hips in a forceful thrust.

Pleasure streaked down Sam’s spine, his cock screaming in agony at its lack of attention. Felix picked up a relentless pace, pegging that spot over and over, and bliss burst through Sam’s body with every thrust. Fee didn’t hold back. He fucked Sam hard, possessive, forcing Sam into the wall over and over. The melody of their bodies slapping together surrounded them. Sweat dripped down Sam’s neck, his skin on fire, all of him on fire.

Sam fell to a forearm, his palms not enough to hold him up any longer. “Yes,fuck. More, Fee.” He didn’t even think that was possible, that Fee could lay into him any harder. But hell, it wasn’t enough. He didn’t think it would ever be enough.

His body vibrated with tightly coiled need. With overwhelming emotion. Felix’s deep grunts by his ear, the rough breaths puffing against Sam’s skin, the fullness, knowing it wasFelix—it all had him at the edge, every drive of Felix’s cock one push closer to falling over.