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“You set the limits. What you want, if you want, and only what you’re comfortable with. Say stop. No. Done. You are in control. This is allaboutyou.”

“Shut up and kiss me,” she rasps. Cupping the back of my head with her palm she leans up and we meet halfway. She takes what she wants. Licking, sucking, teasing, nibbling and dueling for control. I give it to her. I give it all to her.

Holding her against me, I lay back and shift her onto my chest, her lower body wedged between my legs. Gripping my hair tighter she holds me where she wants me. Licking, tasting, devouring, then coming back for more. Nuzzling the side of my neck, I feel her inhale deeply as I savor the scent of her hair filling my senses.

Nipping my lower lip, she sits up, legs now straddling my hips. Her core settles on my bulging cock under the lightweightlounge pants. I groan. Eyes closed, she wiggles and sucks in her lower lip. “Humm.”

“Keep that up, love, I’m going to blow.” It’s been a long time for me, and she already has me so tightly strung I don’t know how I’ll last.

“I want to feel you. Can we?—”

Rolling us, I get her under me, cutting her off. “Embarrassing as it is to admit, I’m not going to last. So, lay there like the goddess you are and let me pleasure you first.”

“But I want…”

Cupping her face, I stroke her cheek with a thumb before silencing her with a soft kiss. Leaning on my forearms I glance down. “I promise, I’ll give you everything you want, anything you need. But I need to do this first. Just close your eyes and relax.”

She does.

My turn to touch her and savor everything about her. Kissing her forehead, then her closed eyelids, the tip of her nose, her sweet, sweet lips. Trailing a path down the side of her neck, I slide my hand between us and undo the buttons of her pajama top spreading it open. “So beautiful.”

“Too skinny, small boobs,” she gasps out as I cup her, tweaking her nipple.

“Sleek like a bobcat, athletic and graceful. Sure of yourself and confident in your strength. So damn sexy.” Cupping her other breast and teasing the nipple with my thumb, I flick it before gently suckling. Pain and pleasure.

“Yes! Oh yes.” She arches beneath me.

“So responsive. Give it to me, love. Talk to me, let me know everything you like, everything you want.”

“That, more of that. Harder.”

I chuckle, then give her more. Gasping and arching her body against mine, she clutches my hair, holding me to her. Slidingmy hand down her side I shift it between our bodies and glide my palm into her pajama bottoms to cup her mound.

“Spade. Oh please, Spade.”

After using my middle finger to toy with her nub, I slip it lower, slicking it with her juices. Then bring it back to tease her pearl while sucking harder on her nipple. Two swipes and she explodes. “Spade!”

My name escaping her lips as she honestly comes is the most beautiful sound I’ve ever heard. Rolling to my back, I bring her with me and cradle her against my side as she slowly descends from her high.

“I…that…I didn’t realize.”

“You are so beautiful.”

Leaning on her elbow, she looks down on me before sliding her palm down my torso, covering my cock. “I want more. I want you.”

“Anything you want. Take anything. Let me get a condom. I think there’s some in my bag.”

“We have some. Mom always keeps them on hand. I was created on a lie, and she was very careful after she got pregnant with me.”

“I’m glad she had you.”

Her smile is bright. “She says the same thing. Best oops she ever had.” Fawn stands. “Fire’s warm, but the bed is more comfortable. Meet you there.”

She disappears into the bathroom. Glancing toward the dogs I decide to let them out now so they don’t disturb us later.

After checking the fire and turning off the lamp, I fluff the pillows, centering them in the middle of the bed. My hand shakes as I pull back the blankets. My nerves are worse than the first time I had sex.

This is more than sex. This is hopefully the first night of the rest of my life I remind myself. This is coming home.