“You thought of this,” Sebastian repeated, almost triumphantly, and when I looked up at him he looked every inch the conquering warrior, strong legs braced, thick cock curving like a flag as he pulled it from her mouth. “You fantasized about us.”
“All the damn time,” I admitted. “You haunt me. Both of me.”
“Not anymore,” Linnea corrected. “Touch me, we’re real and here in the flesh for you to use.”
I was used to Sebastian’s filthy mouth, but that Linnea had one as well as almost too much bear. So I was grateful when Seb pushed his dick between her lips, occupying her so that I could focus on her pretty pussy in my lap. Her slick ran down my hand to my wrists, her hips gyrating desperately.
I couldn’t wait to be inside her, so I didn’t.
Her entrance kissed the head of my cock, so tight I hissed. It would be work to open her up around my shaft, but I thought our girl would like the stretch and burn, so I cupped my handsaround her shoulders and pulled her inexorably down, down, down my length.
She groaned, eyes squeezed shut, mouth overfull with Sebastian and cunt overfull with me.
“Exquisite,” I told her. “Bloody fucking perfect taking us both like this.”
“Perfect,” Sebastian agreed, his hips twitching with the effort to hold back from roughly fucking in her. “Both of you. I dreamed of this, and it still wasn’t as good as this.”
“It never is,” I agreed as I hit the end of her with a jolt and pulled her off my cock slightly, using her like a sex doll.
She leaned into my hold as if she wanted to be puppeteered, needed me to take her however I saw fit. Her eyes were wide and burning on mine as she sucked Seb off.
“Do it,” she gasped as he pulled out, and she wrapped a hand around his spit-slick base to jack him off while she spoke. “I want you both to let go and fuck me. Don’t worry, I can take it. Iwantto take it. Every big. Stunning. Sexy. Inch of you both inside me.”
She pressed Seb’s leaking dick to her mouth, painting her lips in his cum before licking it off.
Sebastian and I locked eyes, sparks leaping between us as we silently agreed to take her apart.
“Brace yourself, sweetheart,” I told her in a low voice that rumbled out of my chest. “And remember you asked for this.”
She closed her eyes, tipped her head back, and opened her mouth wider for Seb’s cock on her tongue. He pushed into her with a low, shuddering moan, one hand in her hair and the other diving into mine. The simple connection arrowed pleasure down my spine, where it burst into flames in my groin.
The way she gave herself over to us was one of the most beautiful, vulnerable things I had ever witnessed, and we took full advantage. The wet glug of her throat around Seb’s shaftand his heavy breaths peppered with Italian curses were the only sounds as we fucked her from either end. The depravity of the moment, fucking each other without restraint, using her sweet, snug cunt for the first time, watching her breasts sway in my face, seeing Sebastian’s face screwed up with the pleasure of her talented mouth was too much.
I was done.
Done with the chains binding me to my own self-hatred and regrets.
Done with castigating myself for needing this, a man and woman,this man and this woman, carnally and elementally. It was what I was made for, sex like this, where three bodies merged into one and pleasure was the only ultimatum. This place Sebastian and Linnea made safe and free for me to just beme. Exactly who I was, sinful and depraved and woefully in need of loving.
And here they were loving me.
Forcing me to take their tenderness and carnality and loyalty even though I had tried so desperately to force them away.
Here they were asking me to love them because all they wanted to do was love me in return.
It was no longer a question of whether I was brave enough to let this happen.
It had happened.
Courage or no courage, I had fallen into the dark abyss, and inside of finding death at the rocky bottom, I had found only acceptance in their open, eager arms.
They knew me, the good, the bad, and the terribly, and they still wanted me.
Seemed toneedme even.
And at my core, I was a man who longed to be needed.
My heart beat so hard inside my chest, it threatened to split me open as I fucked into Linnea and then, greedy for moreconnection, pulled Seb out of her mouth to slide him into my own. Undeterred, Linnea leaned closer to lick around his shaft as it disappeared between my lips, and then, when I pulled him to the end of my tongue, we kissed around his head, tongue lapping over each other and over him.