Nothing follows them. There is nothing.
Nothing.
I'll always remember the way your heartbeat sounds as I fall asleep.
I'll always remember the taste of that last kiss, stolen in the final moments before sleep takes us both—
***CONSCIOUSNESS***
—Sunlight burned hot and yellow on my eyelids. My throat burned, and my mouth was scorched. My head pounded. Sand was gritty in my hot, throbbing eyes.
Groaning, I cracked one eye open.
Anchorage.
Hotel.
The wedding.
Dancing. Talking to my friends.
Duncan.
Oh, fuck.
Duncan.
I scoured my mind for clues, but it was all hazy and vague.
I heard him beside me, grunting in pain.
I cracked open one eye again, rolled my heavy, throbbing skull to face him. He was naked, his bare ass facing the window. The blinds were open—it was still relatively early.
I was naked, too.
Shit, shit, shit.
No, no, no.
Panic. Immense, immediate, blazing panic. It occluded everything else in my brain and left me with one thought:
ESCAPE!
I slid out of bed as quietly as possible, threw on a pair of leggings and T-shirt—no bra, no panties, which says a lot about how panicked I was, because I never go commando—shoved everything into my bag, and left. I didn't tie back my hair, I didn't relieve my screaming bladder, nothing. I didn't pack—makeup, phone charger, dirty clothes, everything just got shoved into my suitcase and zipped up.
No note.
I stopped in the restroom in the lobby and then caught a taxi to the airport, snagged coffee and breakfast there, and flew back to Seattle, where my car was waiting for me in the long-term lot.
Finally back in the Lower Forty-eight, I sat in my idling car, radio off, windows down to let out the old, stale air, and tried not to cry.
Why was I weepy?
I slapped my cheeks. "Get it together, Rune," I told myself out loud. "You're fine."
My phone rang: Duncan.
Dammit.