Less than five minutes later, she stirs, nuzzling my chest with her nose and lips as she rouses. Blinking up at me, she wrinkles her nose. "Wha—? What happened?"
"You passed out."
A slow, hot smirk curves her lips. "You made me come so hard I passed out?"
I can't help a cocky grin. "Seems that way."
She moves her hip against my hard-on. "And you enjoyed yourself, did you?"
"Making you scream my name? Making you come so hard you pass out?" I brush a thumb over her lips. "Yeah, sweetheart, I enjoyed myself." I bend and nip her lower lip. "More to the point, I enjoyedyou.”
She grins at this. "I think that means it'smyturn to enjoyyou.”
She shifts to straddle me, grinding her pussy against my cock, leaning over me so her big soft tits brush my chest in tantalizing, swaying circles as she presses kisses to my breastbone and pecs, pausing to run her tongue over my nipples. Down and down she kisses until she reaches my shorts. Looks up at me. Grins.
Tucks her fingers into the waist at my hips and tugs the shorts down an inch and then another, until the tip of my cock is peeking out. She flicks it with her tongue, making me jerk and gasp. Grinning eagerly up at me, she parts her lips, moving with slow intention toward my erection. Pulling the shorts lower, she fits the tip of my cock inside her mouth, slowly lowering my shorts while taking more of me in her mouth. The shorts reach my knees and I hook them with my toe and kick them off. Her hands slide up my abs, reach my nipples and pinch until I gasp, cock pulsing in her mouth.
"Em," I breathe.
She hums in response, the vibrations shivering through me. Backs away until her lips reach my glans, her tongue sliding against my frenulum; back down until I hear a soft gag, and then her tongue tickles and slides against my length on the way up. Ember's hands scour and carve over my body, exploring me.
When I feel my climax start to rise, I pull her away. "Ember, wait."
She frowns up at me, wiping at her lips. "Why'd you stop me?"
I haul her up my body, settling her astride me—her sex slots against my cock, a soft damp tease of what I need more than anything else in this world. I cup her glorious ass in one hand and palm her cheek with the other. "Because I don’t want to come in your mouth this time,” I say.
Her cheeks go pink. "Felix…" She rests her cheek against mine, lips near my ears. "I'm scared."
"Of what?"
"I don’t know. I just am." A short pause. "Of really and truly falling in love with you," she whispers, her words barely a breath in the golden afternoon light.
I free her hair of the messy, loose, coming-apart braid, feather my fingers through the platinum locks so they curtain in kinky waves around her shoulders. Touch her chin with a fingertip, keeping her face tilted to mine. Kiss her—soft, slow, and gentle. Pull away, touch my lips to her ear. "I'm already really and truly in love with you."
Her arms snake around my neck and cling hard, her face going to my throat. "Fee."
The way she whispers my name like that, a breath, a mewl—as if she doesn't know what to say, so she just says my name…
I love it.
"Say my name again."
"Fee." This time it's breathier.
"I'll wait for you to be ready. You don't have to love me back yet." I cup her cheek, brush her hair away from her eyes. "It's okay. I'm here. I'm not going anywhere. Not ever."
"I…" I hear her swallow hard, feel her twitch her hips, teasing a slide of her sex against my cock. "I'm not on birth control."
I reach to my bedside table and open the top drawer, pull out a brand new box of condoms. She takes the box from me, eying it and then me. "I…"
"Ember, there's no pressure.None.I'm in love with you. I’ll wait." I take the box back and toss it into the drawer.
Her eyes fill with tears. She blinks them away. Shakes her head. "I don'twantto wait. But I…I know it's silly, I'm just…I don't know why I'm so scared to do this with you."
"You don't have to. Not if you're afraid."
"It's the last thing. The gateway to fully moving on for real."