"Oh god, fuck yeah, Ember. Take it."
"Mmmm," I say, whispering into his leaking tip as if it's a microphone. "You like that? Is it good?"
"So fucking good. Do it again, Ember. Please."
"Oooh," I say with a laugh. "I like it when you beg."
"Fucking take it, Ember," he growls. "Please. Take it all. Suck my cock and don't stop till I come."
"I could make it take an hour," I tell him, in between licks of his tip and glans. "Draw it out until you lose your fucking mind."
"I already am. I've been so hard it hurts for so fucking long, I can't take it any longer. I need to come." He cups my jaw, brushes a thumb over my lips. "Wrap this pretty little mouth around my cock and don't stop until you've taken my cum."
“Ahhh fuck," I groan. "Keep talking to me, Fee."
I circle his cock with my lips and take him to the edge of my gag reflex, back away, licking and swirling with my tongue, using both hands on his balls as I start to work his pulsing shaft with my mouth.
"Ember, fuck. So fucking good." His voice is rough and feral, his grip on my hair tight, even though he's not pressuring me to take any more than I'm comfortable with. "Your sweet, sexy mouth is fucking heaven. Oh fuck, yeah, just like that. Keep going, please. Please, don't stop."
"Mmmm-mmmm," I hum the negative, squeezing his balls as hard as I dare while softly, slowly, gently bobbing my mouth around his glans, taking no more than an inch or two, but taking those few inches with my tongue and lips, all suction and saliva. "You gonna come for me, Fee?" I whisper.
"So hard," he answers, now pushing down on my head a little. "Is it okay if I do that?"
"Mmmmm-hmmm!" I hum, the agreement eager.
"Fuck, you feel so good. So fucking hot watching you suck my cock, Ember."
"Mmmmm," I groan. "Come for me, baby."
There's that damn word again.
Ignore.
I pull away, sinking back to sit on my heels, and pull him to his feet. Gaze up at him. Pull his cock toward me and slide him into my mouth and to the back of my throat, keeping my gaze up on his.
Focus on the feel of his cock in my mouth—jaw stretched wide, salty flesh against my tongue and lips, pre-cum dripping into my mouth, his balls squishing in my hands, pulsing and twitching as he nears his climax. I tongue his sliding shaft, taste veins and skin. I keep one hand on his taut balls while clawing the other into his ass, pulling at him—the muscle is hard and the skin warm and fuzzy with hair. I clutch one cheek, dig my nails in, and then the other. Cover the crack and claw at both sides, pulling him into me to encourage him to move, to fuck.
I want his orgasm more than I want my next breath—it's a manic desperation I don't dare look at, I just go with it. Let it take over my whole being. I'm wild with need, greedy for his cum, his pleasure, eager to know how he sounds when he comes, mad to feel his body tense and his muscles harden, desperate to hear him curse and growl, call my name, beg me to not stop.
He starts to move. He grips my hair tight enough that my scalp pulls, and he pushes me down while thrusting. "Mmm!" I moan. "Yes! Take me. Show me, Fee. Give me everything." The words are whispered swiftly, my mouth wrapping around him again as fast as possible.
Faster now, I move on his cock, mouth sliding and stuttering—I pull him free and produce saliva, let it fill my mouth, drop it onto his tip and then cover him with my mouth again, and now my lips glide easily down his spit-slick length.
"Ohhhh fuck, honey, god that's incredible. I'm so fucking close."
"Mmmmmm!" I groan, gripping his ass in both hands now, palms on his hard muscle, fingers digging in, pulling hard at him, pulling him deeper, faster. He pops out of my mouth for a moment. "Fuck my mouth, Fee. Come for me. I want you. I fucking want it. I want your cum, Fee. Give it to me."
I'm an alien inside my own body, a wild creature of pure sexual frenzy, a desperation I never knew existed, never knew I was capable of. I don't recognize myself at all, and yet I like this new self. She's free, she's wild, she's a little crazy and a lot filthy.
New chapter of life, new me, I guess.
Felix unlocked something in me, brought me to life and now I'm half-feral with an all-consuming need that will not be denied, cannot be quenched.
He's about to try, though.
"Ah, god, oh fuck—Ember, fuck." He uses his grip on my hair to push me onto his cock, but it's careful, gentle, almost sweet. "Oh god, I'm gonna come, Ember."
I feel it. I cup his balls and claw at his ass and suction around his glans, pull away to lick his frenulum until he jerks, hissing, and then I swallow his hard hot length all over again, and I'm rewarded with a long low growl and the wild pulse of his balls in my hand as they prepare to unleash his orgasm. His cock pulses, pounds in my mouth, and I let my saliva pool and coat his length and drip down his shaft and leak out of my mouth as I sloppily swallow around the broad salty head of his surging cock.