Chapter 16
NICOLAS
Sex with Siennawas more than I’d ever hoped for. Not that I have a lot of hope left inme.
Her skin tasted like rainwater and when I felt the fall of her long hair spill over me as she sucked on my cock, I experienced a rare glimpse ofParadise.
When I rode her, hearing her little excited cries filling the night air, I thought my cock was gonnaburst.
The fact that she trusted me, even though I made it plain I don’t trust easily, changed things. Because when a woman, even one as powerful as Sienna, allows you to tie her up and have your way with her, she has to trustyou.
I had not even given her a safe word. On purpose. It had less to do with the fact that she could have walloped me with her powers and turned me into dust than it did withsymbolism.
Things changed for me after we had sex. And yet as much as I couldn’t get the taste of her, or the feel of her, out of my mind, the shadow of my past still lingered. Sienna blew my mind, and I wanted her back in my arms again. Yet I could never let down my guard around her simply because she was FionnFae.
Fionn Fae are sneaky and powerful. Though most Fae can be gentle, benign and guardians of nature, some can be downrightnasty.
Cruel.
Greedy forpower.
Trust another Fae again, even one as intriguing and lovely asSienna?
Difficult.
If not for Stephan, I would have chosen to be a lone wolf. Not a good idea, even for me. My kind needs a pack, needs to belong to family, to pack. We need thestructure.
If not for Grayson, who knows what would have happened to us? Certainly Stephan didn’t care after Dania stripped everything from us. Grayson offered usrefuge.
A refuge that became a home. A pack that became family. An alpha who became like abrother.
I’d do anything for Grayson. So when he asked me to try to trust Sienna after he first met her, I agreed totry.
She isdifferent.
Caring.
Compassionate.
Seeking not only her pleasure, but myown.
Sienna has given me hope that maybe not all Fae arebad.
Grayson is a good male, and I trusthim.
I will do whatever my alpha asks. I will fight for Sienna, protect her to the last drop of myblood.
Fall in love with her? Fall in love with aFae?
I hopenot.