Page 72 of Perfectly Us
Shiloh breaks from my lips and kisses along my jaw, his hands skimming down my spine. His heart is beating so fast. Mine is too. I sit back up and reach between us, taking hold of him. His chest rises and falls a little quicker as I guide him into place and slowly take him inside me.
A stinging ache shoots through me at the size of him, and I take a deep breath. On the exhale, I take him deeper.
“Alex,” he breathily says, digging his fingertips into my sides.
I love the sound of my name leaving his lips. I love the awed look in his eyes as he stares up at me through messy bangs, his body shuddering slightly as I ride him slow. The center of my chest gets tight as an indescribable warmth moves through it.
Yeah. This means something to me.
Hemeans something.
I roll my hips, and his head falls back, his Adam’s apple bobbing in his throat as he swallows. It’s so damn sexy. As I ride him, I run my hands up his smooth chest. He grips my waist tighter and thrusts up into me.
“Fuck,” Shiloh says as his muscles start to tense. “I… I’m…”
He comes seconds later, his thighs quaking as he groans. We’ve only been having sex for like a minute, so I’m nowhere close to orgasm. But I love the way his face looks as he loses himself to the pleasure of being inside me.
“Sorry,” he says afterward, bringing an arm up over his eyes.
“It’s okay.” I lean forward and nuzzle his collarbone as his softening dick slips from me. “It was your first time. Happens to everyone. Hey. Don’t hide from me.”
I grab his arm and move it aside, smiling when his eyes flicker to mine.
“It’s just embarrassing,” Shiloh mutters.
“I take it as a compliment.” I roll off him and cuddle against his side, trying to ignore the uncomfortable achiness from stopping too soon. “My ass is so awesome you couldn’t control yourself.”
A raspy laugh rumbles in his chest. He then turns to me and crushes our lips together. I sigh against his mouth, welcoming his tongue inside. He reaches between us and takes hold of me, stroking me once, then doing it again. I arch into his hand, seeking more.
“Hey, where are you going?” I ask as he pulls away.
Shiloh only glances at me before grabbing the bottle of lube and using a tiny bit to coat his fingers. He nips at my inner thigh before taking me into his mouth, fingers probing my ass as his tongue works my tip. His inexperience shows, but he learns quickly.
I run my hand through his shaggy hair and watch myself sink into his mouth.
“Right there,” I moan as his fingers brush my prostate.
He brings me to orgasm pretty fast. I’m just so damn turned on. I barely have time to warn him before I’m spilling down his throat and whimpering as he swallows every drop, my body a furnace. He wipes his mouth before crawling back up my body and pulling me into his arms.
I rest my head on his chest, focusing on the rhythm of his heart.
“Thanks,” I say, feeling shy all of a sudden. “You didn’t have to do that.”
“I wanted to.” Shiloh grazes his fingertips along my side as he holds me.
Questions buzz in my head. He told me that he doesn’t experience sexual attraction, but the way he looked at me while we were having sex makes me think otherwise.
“Shi?” I trace the dip of his stomach with my finger. “Did you… I mean, are you… attracted to me?”
“Yeah. I am.” He tips my chin up, and I meet his stare. “I’ve always been attracted to you. But it’s different now.”
“How so?”
“Like I want to kiss you all over.” He rolls me to my back and lightly kisses the base of my neck. “I want to wrap myself around you and never let go.”
“We could be like a mutant human with four arms and legs. Walk around like a weird crab thing.”
Shiloh stops kissing my neck and laughs, his breath tickling my skin. “What?”
