He would make me feel better than good. Shooting me to the stars was more like it.
“Fuck.” Bellamy stilled, bangs falling into his face as those pretty eyes settled on me. “Your ass is so tight.”
“Don’t tell me the avatar of Lust is going to shoot his load after one thrust,” I teased. “You have a reputation to uphold.”
When he laughed, the sound hit my chest and fanned out like the ends of one of those big fireworks, sparks spiraling through my veins in different directions. This relaxed side of him was one I hadn’t seen much. I liked it.
He pulled back a bit before easing back in, his lips parting as he started a slow pace. His thick cock filled every part of me. I grabbed his sides and lifted my hips, meeting him thrust for thrust. He lowered his mouth to mine in a surprisingly tender kiss.
My heart skipped a beat, and I clung to him tighter.
The sex felt different than before. For one, it wasn’t nearly as rough as it had been in the castle. And two? My soul hadn’t felt this light the first time. The bond between us must’ve been strengthening. How long before it was impossible for us to stay apart?
A gut feeling told me we had already reached that point.
Bellamy propped my ass up and thrust into me at a slightly different angle. My legs shook as the pleasure heightened. I had just blown my load, and he was ramping me up to do it again. He slid an arm behind my lower back and lifted me from the mat, holding my weight as he pounded into me.
A soft groan left him.
I’d never cared about my partner’s pleasure during sex, mostly because it had been more of a necessity on my part. A role for me to play. But sex with Bellamy? I wanted to hear every moan as he came apart.
I took control and pushed him to ass to better straddle him. He relaxed and let me. I rode his cock and smiled when he started to tremble. My fingers slid through his hair, and he pressed a light kiss to my lips. The tenderness caused a breaking in my chest.
Fated mates. Right then, it didn’t feel like much of a curse. Not with how incredible it was with him. I wantedhimto feel incredible too.
I slid my hands to his shoulder blades and dipped my fingertips into the velvetiness of his wing slits.
“Nix,” he breathily said, body quaking. “Fuck. I’m close.”
Nix? The nickname made my stomach flutter. I rode him faster and finger fucked his slits, wanting nothing more than to shatter him into a million perfect pieces. He came hard seconds later, and as his cum shot into me, I whimpered as it triggered an orgasm for me too.
He drove his hips up and watched me, both of us groaning through the simultaneous release.
And for a brief moment, I could’ve sworn his eyes changed color. A quick flash of dark blue before they reverted to hazel.
Maybe I was just seeing things.
I slumped against him and wrapped my arms around his neck as the last of my release rippled through me. Bellamy pressed his face into my hair, his cock still pulsing inside me. We stayed like that for several moments, holding each other close.
“My life needs to be threatened more often,” I said, breathless. “Because that was…”
“Better than good?”
I cracked a smile. “Only by a little.”
He pulled out, and I slid off his lap. Putting distance between us, I reclined on the mat and tried to catch my breath. Sweat dampened his abs, and I fought the urge to lift back up and lick it off. He tucked his softening cock back into his jeans and zipped them.
“So what now?” I asked, my head a bit foggy as I came down from my high. “Do I at least get a bath to wash your cum off me before you lock me back in here?”
Bellamy sat against the wall, sweeping a hand through his hair. “I’m not locking you in here.”
“Um. What?” I pulled up my pants and propped myself up on one arm.
“Al was right,” he said. “I can’t keep you in a cage forever. I don’t know why I even brought you here. I knew how they’d react. But seeing you yesterday, all reason left me. I didn’t think about my brothers.” The edges of his eyes were tight as he looked at me. “I only thought about you.”
“They’ll kick your ass if you let me go.”
He shrugged. “Honestly? I don’t give a fuck what they think right now. Ever since I realized you’re my mate, I’ve lived in constant worry. Made myself sick over it.” His hand squeezed into a fist. “It pisses me off. Galen, Castor, Daman, and Gray? They couldn’t fight the connection with their mates. So how in the fuck do they expect me to? I sound like a kid, but it’s not fair.”