Page 67 of Empty Heat
He immediately obeyed, matching breaths with me. His heels dug into my lower back. He held on instead of pushing me away. I didn’t know if it was a stubborn sign or a good sign.
“Relax your lower back muscles if you can. Imagine yourself sinking down into the bed as if it’s a pool of thick liquid.”
The clutch on my knot softened. It moved again. Callum gasped.
“Okay, baby, okay. Put all your weight on my arms. Feel yourself let go. Just let go.”
“I can take it. I can take it.” His voice had weight and determination, but new dampness around his eyes belied his pleasure.
He should not have had to do this. I kept telling myself this wasn’t force. This wasn’t him telling an alpha no and trying to get away and being unable to until he ripped himself and hurt them both. This was now. Me and him.
We had become close these past couple of days. We had understood each other on levels that could not be seen or verbalized.
“It’s going to move more,” I warned him. I moaned as I began to come again.
He clutched me. “I want you to feel it all and tell me the details.”
“It’s beautiful for me, sweetheart. Never fear. But for you, I don’t want you to be uncomfortable.”
“I’m okay right now. I feel your seed filling me up. Is that right? Should I feel it? It’s like it’s tingling its way inside me, paving the path, stimulating, even.”
I was surprised. “You feel pleasure?”
“Yes. I want to clench, but when I do it hurts. When you told me to relax was when I felt it.”
“Excellent.” I rubbed at his back while holding him to me. “Feel yourself sink into the feelings, the good ones. Let the pain ebb away. Your body knows what it wants when in heat and even outside of heats. It’s made to take the knot even if you’re small inside. Your hormones want the breeding and will do what they can to facilitate that.”
He sagged in my arms, closing his pretty blue eyes. His hips jerked once, and panic surged through me mixing with my orgasms. But as I watched him, he didn’t grimace at all. His facial muscles remained lax. His mouth was slightly open. He looked blissed out.
I tried to keep my moans contained, but the pleasure ran deep. I think I loved this boy. A lot.
I had all my muscles tensed to hold myself back from just taking and thrusting.
Callum gasped again. “It’s hitting my gland inside. Oh, Lev. I’m going to come. I’m going to come with a knot inside me.”
“Yes, just roll with it, sweetie. Go on, come for me. Come.”
“Yes.”
I looked down between us as his cock bobbed up, the underside rubbing against my abdomen. I saw the tip swell, and the dampness rapidly grew. Then he was coming, white liquid shooting from him to splash my ribs.
He had come with a knot hands-free. That was a big graduation time for him.
“Yes, Callum, yes. Beautiful. Look at you, you’re doing this yourself. You are wonderful.”
He let out a loud groan. His eyes rolled up.
I felt his inner muscles clench and realized he was also having an internal orgasm, as he had had with the inflatable toy.
“Callum, you’re perfect. This is so wonderful. You’re doing so well.”
“It happened inside,” he gasped. “This is only the third time I’ve ever felt that. The vibrator gave me only cock orgasms. This is so much more.”
“Fantastic. Tell me more about how it feels.”
“How do I feel?” he asked. “How doyoufeel?”
“To me, it’s ecstasy. It’s all I can do to hold myself back from you, sweetheart.”
