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“You're a hundred percent sure that—”

“I am. I'm okay with whatever you want to do, just... don't make me wait much longer, okay?” He grinned as he said this, but I could by the desire in his blue eyes that he very much meant what he said. He wanted me so much that he didn't care how it happened as long as it happened. I'd never been so turned on as I was at that moment. Here was an alpha willing to doanythingfor me, willing to let me explore his body whichever way I wanted.

“Lay back,” I told him, climbing off him. He obeyed swiftly, rolling onto his belly as if offering himself up to me. God, he was gorgeous. Even more so now that I knew I could lick him if I wanted to.

And I wanted to. In fact, I couldn't think of anything I wantedmore. Looking at Ethan like this, my cock was so hard it wasn't even funny. Quickly, I walked around the bed to get the lube out of the drawer. I placed it on the bed next to the pillow where I'd easily find it later and then I leaned over my alpha. He smiled at me. “Go on,” he encouraged me. “No need to hesitate.”

I had to laugh at that. He really didn't want to wait anymore, did he? And just like that, the tension was broken for me and I let myself give in to my desires. Dipping my head, I licked Ethan's bare skin between his shoulder blades. It was such a weird thing to be doing, but so, so liberating too. I licked him again, a longer trail this time, down to his lower back.

“You like that?” Ethan asked. I did. I liked the taste of his skin on my tongue. I liked having the freedom to do this. This and whatever else I wanted to do. The rush of power was intoxicating. Ethan had no idea what a gift he was giving me. It was too much to put into words. So I simply licked him again instead. This time in the nape of his neck. His scent was so strong there I could have buried myself in it. I drew it deep into my lungs, letting it fan the fires erupting inside of me.

“Turn around,” I told Ethan. I didn’t want him facing away from me. And there were so many other parts of his body I wanted to play with. I could see them all now as he rolled onto his back. For a moment, I only took his naked glory in with my eyes, but then I couldn’t wait any longer. Kissing him, I lowered myself on top of him, going for full-body contact. His breath hitched when our groins lined up, and so did mine. God, he felt so good against me. Better than I’d ever even imagined. His skin was warm and his muscles were firm and I wanted to rub myself all over him. So why shouldn't I?

He'd given me permission, after all.

I jerked my hips against his, and he moaned. It was the weirdest thing, knowing that I’d drawn that sound from his lips. I wanted to hear more of that. And louder too.

Slowly, I moved down his body until I could wrap my lips around one of his nipples. That seemed to get his interest too. Not a moan, this time, but a short gasp. I wanted to see if I could turn that into something more pronounced, so I circled my tongue around the hardening nub, feeling his ribcage move underneath me with every short breath he took. Finally, I grazed him with my teeth, andthatgot me a surprised little yelp that was music to my ears. Ethan was even more interesting to study than the science experiments I’d done in my youth.

I’d never thought being on top would bethismuch fun. I’d been missing out!

And I hadn’t even moved to the really good parts yet. Leaning up, I glanced at Ethan’s groin. His cock seemed to be just as eager to get my attention as I was about giving it to him. Licking my lips, I moved farther down to wrap my fingers around the base of it. Ethan felt good in my hand, a hot, heavy weight. As good as he felt, though, I got the feeling I'd like him even better in my mouth. I grinned at Ethan, who was watching me through half-lidded eyes, and then I wrapped my lips around him.

I'd sucked cock before, but I’d never been in charge of the action like this. And I'd never heardquitesuch appreciative sounds out of the alpha I was servicing before. I could lose myself in this; in the sounds Ethan made, in the feel of his hard heat on my tongue. Without even thinking about it, I took him deeper. Not because I felt I had to, but because I wanted to. And it wasn't long before I coaxed a drop of precum out of Ethan. The salty taste sent a wave of desire rolling over me. I sucked Ethan harder, wanting more of that.

But he didn't seem to like that plan as much as I did. “Rhys, stop,” he pressed out.

I lifted my head, letting him slip out of my mouth. I didn't really want to stop, but since he was doing such a good job respectingmywishes...

Ethan's pupils were blown as he looked at me. He was beautiful like this, all naked and needy.

“Something wrong?” I asked.

“No, you're wonderful. But I don't want to come like this. Not yet.”

Oh. My eyes wandered to the lube next to the pillow Ethan's head was resting on. He followed my gaze with a smile.

“You need this?” He grabbed the lube and handed it over to me. I grabbed it wordlessly.

“Are you sure you—”

“Yes, I'm sure. Now,please...” He spread his legs even as he spoke, and he didn't have to ask me another time. I'd never done this before, but I figured I had enough experience with being on the receiving end that I knew what I was doing. Seeing as Ethan wasn't an omega, I decided to slather a rather generous amount of lube on my hand before I got anywhere near him. He didn't seem tense at all as I let my fingers stray past his balls and to his entrance. His eyes were closed and his mouth hung slightly open as I prodded him, cautiously. There was little to no resistance.

If you'd told me an hour ago that an alpha could bethisopen to bottoming, I would have called you a liar. But Ethan was proving me wrong. My finger went into him without a hitch, and without a protest from him. Quite the opposite, actually. He made it look like he was enjoying himself.

“Have you ever done this before?” I asked, slowly adding another finger to the first.

“Only once.” He laughed a little, and I felt his inner walls contract around me, and I shuddered. How would that feel later when it wasn't just my fingers? “We all experimented in high school.”

“I've never experimented,” I admitted. “Well, not until now anyway.”

“Guess it's high time then. You're doing so well.”

Was I? I had no idea, but Ethan wouldn't be lying to me. No. I understood that now. He wasn't like my ex at all. Feeling encouraged, I curled my fingers in him, trying to find that spot that would make him see stars. I knew exactly when I hit it by the way his hips jerked.

“Damn, Rhys.”

“What?” I asked, pretending to be oblivious. “You like that?”