Page 49 of The Wedding Planner's Manny
“I have to admit my high school boyfriend was probably not as experienced as you.”
“No?” I grinned, scissoring him. “That's a shame. Let me show you what you've been missing.” I was feeling positively giddy now. Giddy and needy. I wanted to be in him in the worst way. I wanted to make him feel good. I wanted to make us both feel good.
“You need me to turn on my belly again?” he asked.
“No, I like the eye contact.” I knew I wouldn't be thrusting as deeply in this position, but that didn't matter. I just wanted to be close to Ethan. Seeing how what I was doing affected him was the hottest thing I'd ever experienced. I wasn't going to give that up.
“Okay then,” Ethan agreed with a small smile that made me wonder if he could tell what was going on in my head. It wouldn't have surprised me if he could. How else did he manage to give me everything I ever wanted?
I grabbed the lube again. “Condoms?” I asked.
“I don’t have any STDs. You?”
“No.”
“Screw it then. Just get on with it.”
“Nothing I'd rather do,” I responded, getting myself lubed up. I was so ready for this. I only hoped Ethan was too. Helookedready anyway, eyes shining with need and legs spread wide. All for me.
Seeing him like that, it was almost hard to breathe. He literally took my breath away. If I died of asphyxiation tonight, it was his fault.
“Come on, then,” Ethan beckoned me closer again and I guided myself into him. The feeling, the heat and tightness around my cock, was unlike anything I'd ever felt before. I'd never known what sex felt like from this side of the equation. This wasn't my first time, and yet, it kind of felt like it was. The desire coursing through me was almost overwhelming in its intensity.
“Oh God,” I breathed out, needing to stop only halfway in.
Ethan responded with a low, breathless chuckle. “Feels good?”
“Too good.”
“No such thing.” He rested his hands on my hips. “Go on.”
I obeyed his order gladly, pushing deeper into him until I could go no further. A shuddering moan escaped me when I hit that point. Ethan laughed and pulled me down on top of him, joining our lips together. “I'm so proud of you right now,” he whispered in between kisses.
“How... why?” He was the one who amazed me, not the other way around.
“Because you're taking what you want, unafraid.”
“That's because I trust you.”
“You have no idea how happy that makes me.” He leaned up for another kiss, a long one this time.
One of his hands ran up my back and into my hair as his tongue played with mine until I thought I was going to dissolve into a puddle of happiness and hormones. Eventually, Ethan broke, breathing hard.
“You can move now, you know.”
“I knew there was something I was forgetting.” I laughed, only half-joking. There were a lot of things I could forget while Ethan was kissing me. Eventually though, the need in my groin urged me into action. Especially when Ethan squeezed around me as if he didn't know what that was doing to me—
or as if he knewexactly.Well, if he wanted to drive me out of my mind, I was going to return the favor; I started thrusting into him as hard as I could in my position.
He grunted, and for a second, I was worried that I was hurting him, until I saw the expression of bliss on his features. It inspired me to move faster, and soon enough, there was no stopping me anymore. I lost my mind to the haze of need, desire and hormones taking me over. Ethan felt too good to be holding on to rational thought. He'd told me to take what I wanted, and I did, burying myself in him over and over.
I'd love to say that we went on forever like that, but I'm afraid I didn't have the kind of stamina to make the moment last, but who could blame me, really? I'd never done this before, and the way Ethan felt around me would have forced any man to his knees—or into a mind-crushing orgasm. It came on way too fast, but there was no stopping it. Everything in me drew tight. I couldn't hold on. “Ethan...
I'm gonna... “
“It's okay.” His walls contracted around me again. “Let go, Rhys.”
Like I had any other choice. My vision blanked out as I spent myself in him. For a moment, I really thought I was going to pass out, the pleasure was so sharp. I hardly even noticed when Ethan started stroking himself. I noticed when he came, though, because his body shook around me, milking the last drops of my orgasm out of me.
