Adam's grin grew wider. “No, trust me, I have to shower,” he said anyway. “But don't worry, I can work up a sweat in other ways. I'll see you in our room.” A mischievous glint in his eyes, he finally turned away from me and joined up with the rest of his team again.
I'll see you in our room.
Did that mean he was coming straight home rather than going out to celebrate? I hoped it meant that, because I really didn't want to stick around here. Seriously, I felt so many eyes glued to my body I thought I was going to break out in hives if I stayed. Adam had kissed me, so everyone wanted to know who I was.
I was sure by morning the whole school was going to know that Adam Mills was making out with his beta roommate. The whole way back to my room, I couldn't think about anything else. The rumors were going tosoar. Didn't Adam care?
“They're all going to talk,” I said the moment Adam entered our room what felt like half an eternity later.
“What?” he asked as if he didn't know what I was on about.
“Your teammates and everyone who watched the game tonight,” I elaborated. “They're going to talk about us.”
“Oh.” His face fell. “I'm sorry. I didn't realize you still wanted to keep us a secret. I just... I know I made you a promise. I lost my head.”
He looked so genuinely dejected, head hung low, that I couldn't be mad at him. Not that I wanted to be. “It's not about me.” I had bigger problems. “Aren't you worried what they're going to say about you?”
Adam raised his gaze again. “I don't really care. I just want you.” The way he looked at me left no room for me to doubt his words. He meant every one of them. Here I was, trying to figure out how I felt about him while he knew exactly what he wanted. My heart squeezed painfully, as if trying to tell me something, butwhatI didn't know, and I was sick of trying to work this out by myself and not getting anywhere.
“Come here,” I said, beckoning Adam closer. “Show me how much you want me.”
Adam didn't need to be asked twice. He grinned and took me up on my offer without hesitation. One moment I was standing by myself, and the next, I felt his arms close around me and his lips descend on mine. I gasped into Adam's mouth as he pressed our groins together. Apparently the way he wanted to show me how much he wanted me was by showing me how he was already getting hard. Not that I could really judge him for it.
Not when I was responding much the same way. I couldn't be this close to Adam, breathe in his scent, and not react.
But I liked it that way.
Made it easy for me to shut my brain off at least for a little while. It had been running in overdrive all day, stressing about my situation, worrying about the future, about what I was going to do from here on out...
While Adam was kissing me like this, all of that seemed pointless. I could lose myself in him, easily.
And that was exactly what I wanted now. I didn't eventrynot to moan as Adam slipped a hand down between us to massage the growing bulge in my groin through the fabric of my pants.
“Want you so much,” he murmured.
“Yeah?” I made myself respond. “How much?”
Adam didn't respond in words. Instead, he turned me around and threw me on the bed. My bed, because his hadn’t been made, as usual.
I got a feeling, though, that in a few moments, my bed was going to be even messier than his. Not that Icared,under these circumstances. All I cared about now was how Adam opened my belt and tugged my pants down. He looked like a man on a mission, and it only took a few seconds for me to discover exactly what that mission was.
The first time Adam closed his lips around the head of my cock, I cursed. Not because I didn'tlikewhat he was doing—hell, no—but because I hadn't seen it coming. I'd been pretty sure he'd just fuck me—which I wouldn't have minded—but this was...damn.
By the twinkle in Adam's eyes, I knew he would have been laughing if he hadn't had his mouth full, but he stayed focused on the job, running his tongue along my tip in a way that very nearly made me squirm. How was he so good at this?
I knew the reason was that he had had practice where I didn't, but that wasn’t something I wanted to think about now. I liked to pretend that I was the only omega in his life, and that I would remain so.
Even if he didn't know that I was omega.
He would know eventually, though. This wasn’t a secret I could keep from him forever. But it was really hard to stress about that, as Adam took me deeper into his mouth. Holy shit, he wasn’t holding back anything. It was as if he wanted to make absolutely sure I had no thought that wasn't related to his mouth on my dick.
It worked too.
As Adam took me into his throat, all I could do was throw my head back and try to keep breathing without alerting the whole dormitory to what my friend and I were doing in here. It wasn't easy, and I didn't manage to keepallof the sounds I wanted to make inside of me. But I couldn't feel bad about my failure when every noise that escaped my mouth seemed to make Adam redouble his efforts. He was obviously taking it as the praise it was meant to be—and as encouragement.
I stared at him as his head bobbed up and down. I couldn't take my eyes off this alpha who felt no shame about sucking me off as if his life depended on it—who didn't mind kissing me in front of the whole campus, even when he thought I was a beta. “Adam...” his name fell off my lips as he hollowed his cheeks around me.
He grunted, and the vibrations of his throat nearly made me come undone right then and there. I might as well have, because it didn't take Adam much longer to strip away the last of my self-control anyway. He picked up the pace, as if he didn't want to give me a chance to recover, and though I hadn't planned for the evening to go likethis, I couldn't help but buck my hips in an effort to feel more of his mouth on me.