“Haven’t had the funds. Are you disappointed?”
“Nah.” He circled me once, still wearing a pair of boxers that I was eager to rid him of. “I’m actually kind of glad that not much has changed. You’re still the same omega I fell in love with. I mean, I didn’t really expect you to have changed too much or anything, I just--“
“Turtle.”
“What?”
I grinned at him. “Just shut up and kiss me.”
My alpha needed a little bit of direction sometimes, but to his credit, he always did a hell of a job following it. I’d barely finished speaking when he pressed our bodies together again. Desire cursed through me as he kissed me long and deep, his hands roaming my naked back even as I grabbed on to the waistband of his boxers and pulled them down. A little gasp escaped Nathan as his cock sprang free, already hard. I might have teased him about that, if I hadn’t been in the same state myself. To be honest, I’d had to hide a hard-on in the Metro justthinkingabout what Nathan and I were gonna do once we got back to the hotel.
I’d never thought that I might get another shot with Nathan and now that I had him here with me...
There wasn’t an ounce of patience in me.
“God, Raphael.” Nathan made a funny sound in the back of his throat as I ground our hips together.
“You don’t have to call me God.” I placed a kiss on the side of his neck. “Angel is fine.”
His throat vibrated as he chuckled, and then I had to laugh too. It was amazing how carefree an intimate moment with Nathan could make me feel, even though I still didn’t know what the future held for us. I didn’t want tothinkabout it either. I only wanted to share this night with the love of my life, my best friend... the alpha I’d missed so much I could hardly sleep my first month away from Oceanport.
“Okay, angel,” Nathan said, pulling me down onto the soft bed sheets with him. “You think they have lube and condoms stocked in here?”
“I wouldn’t be surprised if they did. This is a honeymoon suite after all.” I let my gaze roam the room. The drawer of the nightstand seemed most likely to hold the items we were looking for. I moved to check it out. “You’re going to laugh,” I told Nathan when I spotted the contents of the drawer.
“Why?”
I showed him the lube and the condom wrapper I’d found. A heart-shaped flask and heart-shaped plastic.
“Seriously?” Nathan scoffed.
“You don’t want it?” I teased, dangling the flask over his head. “Also, note there’s onlyonecondom. Better make it last.”
“I’ll be fine,” Nathan claimed, grabbing the condom out of my hand.
“Yeah?” Now that my left hand was free, I grazed his painfully hard cock with my fingers. “I’m not so sure about that.” I knew my alpha and he could be... excitable.
“I can’t help that you turn me on,” he protested, and I couldn’t argue with him there.
“Don’t worry.” I sank down on top of him, covering his body with my own. A happy sigh escaped me at the sensation of being skin on skin with him. I’d had sex after Nathan, but it had all been meaningless. I neverconnectedwith anyone the way I did with him. “I don’t care if we have condoms or not. I just wanna go at it all night.”
Beneath me, Nathan’s eyes widened as the heat of his hard-on dug into my thigh. “You mean that?”
“I told you I’m practically infertile anyway. Let’s just take our chances.”
“If you’re really sure...”
“Never been more sure of anything.” I gave him a quick kiss. “Just don’t...”
“Don’t what?”
My eyes bore into his. “Don’t expect that I’ll get pregnant because that mightneverhappen.” If there was anything I needed him to understand, it was this.
“I’m okay with that,” Nathan said without missing a beat, and then he tossed the condom aside. “We’ll just take our chances, right?”
“Yup.” I exhaled, feeling like a huge weight had been lifted off my chest. I didn’t totally believe that Nathan had changed his mind about babies, but for the time being, his word was enough for me. Well, notquiteenough. There was something else I wanted too. Something hard and hot and eager for action. “How do you want me?” I asked. At this point I was willing to do pretty much anything for Nathan, with maybe some small limitations. He wasn’t the kinky type anyway, but sometimes he surprised me.
Nathan thought about my question for only a second before he had his answer. “Ride me.”