Page 20 of A Reindeer Wish for Love
“Not really.It’s just something I want to experiment with.”
“Have you always been a bottom?”I asked Clay.
“Pretty much.But what will happen if our relationship goes the distance?I mean you’re maybe twenty years older than me.There may come a time when...you know.”It appeared Clay didn’t want to face that fact as much as I didn’t want to talk about it, but it was good to get this out of the way.
“Yes, I know where you’re going.Suppose I become unable to perform my husbandly duties?”
“Yes, precisely.”
“Aren’t you getting ahead of yourself?”I questioned.What I didn’t tell Clay was I had only him in mind when I thought about marriage and a husband.
“I wanted to make sure you wanted to go through with this,” Clay said.
“Don’t get me wrong.I’m not a man who picks up any men.I knew you were the young man I wanted.If it calls for us to take it slow, then I will.But I want this relationship, and I hope you do too.”
“I want nothing more than to be with you, but I have all kinds of questions and thoughts in the matter.”
I knew he had been overwhelmed by everything.“Are you alright?”I asked, because he’d drank all the brandy out of nervousness, I thought.Maybe telling him that I loved him had been too much for him to digest.
“As soon as my head stops spinning and I pinch myself to see if I’m dreaming or not, then I will be okay...Yes.I think I’m okay because I haven’t fainted yet,” he said with a chuckle.
“What do you want to eat?”He glanced around and there was tray after tray of sandwiches and an assortment of food my cook left out for me and a guest, and Lawrence.
“Nothing, thank you, not now,” Clay mumbled, as if the sound of his voice would be too much for him and he might wake from a dream.
“My bedroom is upstairs, but we’re not going there.We’re going to relax and talk in the guest bedroom.No one has slept there and a few of the other rooms, and I think you’ll be more comfortable there,” I urged.
“What about your wife?”he questioned with a worried furrowed brow.
“As I said, she’s probably in Europe by now with her girlfriend...please sit and get comfortable.“Do you want another drink?”
“Should I have one?”Clay asked.
“Maybe I should have another,” I added.“It appears you’re talking about having me down on all fours.”I led the way to the bedroom and Clay followed.
“Not this time,” he said, grinning.“You can be on your back, and we can be face to face,” he said, measuring the large king with his eyes.
“That sounds interesting.Never knew—” He interrupted me.
“That’s why you needed someone you trusted to tell you about this gay life.You’re smart.You didn’t just choose me randomly.You wanted someone who had lived the lifestyle and is a gay man.If you’re a lawyer, then you would want someone to mentor you who knows the law.A banker can’t mentor you unless he’s suggesting what kind of loan and interest rate to charge.I mean...”
“I know what you mean.Now get comfortable and take off that spectacular suit, although it turns me on when you wear it.I might want to fuck you and suck your cock in it,” I said, moving closer to Clay.“I may not know all the sexual moves, but I know one thing, I know what a man likes and that is a good blowjob.
“Stand, baby.”Clay rose from his seat on the bench after taking off his jacket and stood in front of me.I threw my suit coat to the side and unzipped my pants.I went to my knees, gazed up at him and unzipped those expensive pants.Then I pulled his pants and underwear down.I braced myself on both sides of the bench as I watched Clay’s cock fill and almost explode with cum dripping through the slit, and I teased it with my tongue, as I jerked my hungry cock.
Clay leaned into me, and his head fell slowly backward, and his hands rested on both sides of my head.With one hand he raked his fingers through my scalp causing it to tingle and then wrapped them around a large strand of my hair.
My head bobbed back and forth.He tossed it around clutching a bit of strands to serve his excitement.“Yes, yes, you are so good.Where did you learn how to satisfy a man?”I didn’t answer because I appeared to be natural, because I knew what I wanted from a man I loved.I knew that if he pushed his heavy cock down my throat and I was able to relax my muscles, then that would do it.
“You are so good,” he murmured.“Suck me hard.Suck me harder.Yes, your tongue is super amazing.I could want this every day and every night.I want you, Mr.Mason.Do you want me?”
All I could do was shake my head when he pulled away from me.My heart beat loudly, my cock thumped painfully, and I was ready for anything.Well, almost anything.
“Now it’s time to show you how I can satisfy you.”I was willing to do anything by now because Clay’s moaning and whispering had me ready to explode if I didn’t get something.It had been so long where I had what I wanted and needed next to me.A chance to smell the musky fragrance of a man, his beard next to my skin, his hard cock beating against mine.
I wanted to feel something.Anything.And now I was doing just that with my young man.I had to have him, or allow him to have me.
I didn’t hear him when he said for me to lie down on my back.I let him lead
