What I was happy to owe her.
I sucked her clit between my lips, pulsing with the rock of her hips as she came. Her body jerked, forcing me to grip her thighs, holding her in place until I’d had my fill.
Not that I really believed that was possible.
Julia dropped to the mattress, falling face-first against the grey blankets that suddenly looked bleak and dreary.
Dull and lifeless.
Like the world I’d been living in.
One I created myself, thinking it was what I wanted.
But I was wrong.
I wanted color. I wanted light.
I wanted yellow nails and banana pants and cow slippers and anything else that she had in store for me.
Suddenly Julia pushed up to her hands and knees. Her head flipped up last, sending the length of her dark hair flying through the air as it fell around her shoulders and down her back.
She lifted her hands from the mattress and turned to face me, walking my way on her knees, a dangerous look in her eyes.
I backed up a little, edging my way toward the side of the bed. “What are you doing?”
“What do you think I’m doing?” She caught me by the front of my pants.
“I think you’re trying to be a pain in the ass.” I reached for her hands as they went to work on the zipper I’d abandoned.
“You’re the one who’s a pain in the ass.” Julia pulled her hands away, managing to keep me from grabbing them for a second.
But she quickly ran out of options, and when she tucked them behind her back I caught both at once.
I thought I’d won one more battle.
Thought I still held the upper hand.
Then I saw the smirk on her face.
Felt the brush of her tits against my chest as she arched into me, lower lip tucking between her teeth.
I might die tonight.
Definitely metaphorically.
Possibly literally.
Her head tipped back, eyes holding mine. “We can’t stay like this all night, Grant.”
I didn’t need all night. I just needed a minute.
Some time to collect my thoughts.
My control.
Julia gave me none of that as she leaned into me, pressing closer, taking any hope I had for some sort of respite.
I brushed my lips over hers, breathing in the sigh that slipped between them, dragging her air into my lungs.