“To make you feel good,” I manage, sliding cold hands down his warm back. He shivers into me, and I hold him there with his bulge pressed into my groin.
The strong lines of his body fit seamlessly with mine. Creating the most maddening friction with each inhale and every exhale.
Swallowing down his groan, I grab his ass hard over his underwear when he grinds into me.
“And you? What do you want, JJ?” His blown stare flicks between mine as he sucks in a deep breath and holds it. “Tell me,” I coax, bucking into him at the same time I knead his ass.
“You… inside me.” Dipping his face into the curve of my neck, he releases his breath over my skin. Hot and sticky, his need clings to my pores, burning all the way through me as he tells me, “I want you to fuck me.”
The instant the words leave his mouth, it’s all I can think about.
Sinking my cock into him. How hot and tight he is. How he’ll sound when he moans my name, begging me to bury myself deeper in him.
I don’t know what’s happening to me, because I want that so fucking bad. To physically lose myself in him. To him.
“I’ve never done that before, Jayden.” I bury my face in his shoulder with a sigh.
As much as I want to give him what he needs, I’m petrified of hurting him. That I won’t be good enough, and he’ll be disappointed with me.
He swallows. “Neither have I,” is all he says, pulling back until we’re looking at each other again.
What?“But you’ve been with other people… you’ve…”
“I’ve never bottomed before. I’ve never wanted to. I’ve never needed that connection with anyone else.” His pink tongue slicks his lip as my palm cups his jaw.
I’m speechless.
Stroking my thumb along his cheek, I wrap my other arm around his waist. “Why me?”
A breathy laugh escapes him. “Because I love you and you love me, and you need to get lost in me, and I need to belong to you. I want to be yours, Eli, in every way.”
My need flames to a desperation I can’t contain as I spear my tongue past his lips. Greedily taking what he gives me.
My hunger for him is insatiable, even as I drink down his breathless pants and groans. My lungs are threatening to burst, blood screaming like a fever coursing through my veins as I slip my hands beneath his boxer briefs and skim the underwear down to the top of his thighs.
I want to ask him how to make it good, but I can’t break our kiss. Even if we’re on the verge of passing out.
As though he can hear my silent deliberation, Jayden drops his hand to where mine is now gripping his hip.
“There’s nowhere I don’t want you to touch me,” he rumbles through the messy swirl of our tongues and clumsy clack of our teeth while we stumble to his four-poster bed.
The back of my legs hit the wooden frame, and we topple onto the mattress. We’re a tangled heap of limbs and desperation. Grappling whatever inch of flesh we can put our hands, lips, tongues on.
The urgent abandon rips the friction between us raw.
As he licks up my throat, his hand grips my ass and slowly rakes down my thigh while he hooks my leg over his hip and rolls onto his back, taking me with him.
I’m straddling his hips as I brace up on my hands above his shoulders. Roving my stare down his body, I trace the etched lines of hischest to his naval. The sight of his piercing makes me smile, because it sums him up so well.
Jayden’s a strong, unshakeable force of nature. He’sthatperson who will burn down the world for you. He’s also funny and kind, off-the-cuff with attitude, and so lighthearted that he makes the world a brighter place.
There’s never been a man so magnificent that they literally take my breath away with nothing more than a glance. Than the faint smile that’s quivering his lips when I look back at his face.
“What?” He whispers with a bashful roll of his eyes.
His cheeks are flushed, and his half-lidded stare is dark and sultry as hell. My heart is pinballing between my ribs as I lower my chest to his, bringing my face close enough that the tip of my nose skims lightly along his cheek when I tilt my face to press a chaste kiss to his lips.
“You’re so fucking pretty, JJ,” I say, lifting my eyes back to his.