Fuck, those pleading eyes and sulky lips are my undoing.
Releasing his cock with a hard, teasing pop, I crawl up his body. Trailing open-mouthed, wet kisses up his chest. His legs hook over my hips when my groin slots with his.
The vibration from the toy rolls through us both. I can’t stop myself from rutting into him at the sensation. When his hands grip my ass, I grind deeper. Loving the feel of the slick friction of his dick stroking mine.
“JJ,” I growl at his throat, biting lightly as he bucks into me. I brace over him and take his mouth again, our desperate tongues matching rhythm. Too good. Too perfect.
I pull back with a nip to his nose, and open my eyes to his. “You’re sure you?—”
“Yes,” he says before I finish. “You?”
“So fucking bad, Baby.” I hold his face in my hand when I dip my forehead to his. “So damn much.”
Pushing my other hand into the mattress, I roll onto my back, taking him with me so that he’s straddling my hips.
I have a moment where I tense. My hand grips his wrist, waiting for the dread to hit when the weight of his body presses mine into the bed. It never comes.
There’s just us and our need ricocheting between our chests.
Slowly, I release his wrist and move my hand to Jayden’s hip as he braces himself on my chest. I search out the lube with my other hand.
“Take out the toy,” I tell him, holding the lube between us.
While he does as I instructed, I squirt some lube on my hand and coat my dick thoroughly.
My emotions are at an all-time high with my pulse roaring so loudly I can’t hear my thoughts while I drizzle more lube on my fingers, rubbing my thumb over them to warm the cold liquid. When Jaydenshifts higher over me, I trail my slick fingers through his crease to his hole.
Touching himtheresends a thrill through me. It’s so intimate, and I can’t get enough of it as I press the tip of my finger inside, making sure he’s as slick as possible.
“Put me inside you, Jayden,” I tell him, hands anchoring on his strong thighs.
He’s beautiful with his chest rising and falling, the deep grooves of his muscles deepening with his movement when he reaches back and strokes my cock. His thumb rubbing the frenulum as he guides me to his hole and presses my blunt tip past the tight ring of muscle.
“Fuck, JJ,” I hiss as his asshole squeezes around my cock and he sputters, “Oh my God, Eli…”
The grip of his body is the most precious pain I’ve ever felt. Hurting so damn good, it takes everything in me to hold still as Jayden sinks over me so slowly it’s pure fucking torture.
“Fuck. Fuck, fuck… fuck…” Each curse is punctuated by a short, shaky breath as tears fill his eyes and his cock weeps onto my stomach.
“It’s okay, Baby.” I push to my forearms and kiss his jaw. “Take your time. You can go as slow and easy as you need. You’re in control.”
Because with him, I don’t need it all the time. I’m safe, and I need him to be safe with me, too.
“I don’t want to hurt you.” With another kiss to his jaw, I trail my lips to his ear as he bears down on me, taking me so fucking deep that the heat of him spreads all the way through me.
“I’m inside you, JJ.”
The realization slams into me so hard that my lungs all but give out.
“Yeah,” he whispers, tight voice matching tight body.
“You good?”
“Mmm…” Jayden nods, and as his face tips down, I catch his lips in a slow kiss.
“I love you,” I tell him while his hands grip my sides.
His fingers claw into my flesh as his body relaxes around me, opening up so that he sinks all the way down to the root of my cock.