but he was never sure if Chris heard that part.
“But… your face, Xander! Dammit, your face, man! Have you
even seen it?”
Xander shrugged, trying to ignore the tears pooling in his glasses.
“Wasn"t that pretty anyway,” he muttered.
“Shut up,” Chris snapped, and his complexion grew even blotchier.
Xander watched in wonder as, in the midst of everything else they were
doing in this stranger"s side yard, Christian Edwards blushed.
There was an awkward, flustered, and blushing silence between the
two of them, and Xander looked away. He was surprised when Chris
reached out with two fingers and pulled his chin back, forcing Xander to
look at him.
“Now take off your glasses,” Chris commanded, and Xander sighed
and did it, because he really would follow Chris into hell. Chris"s thumb
came up, gently grazing Xander"s ravaged cheek, and Xander, about to
snap “Get off me!” or something equally macho, brought up his hand to
yank Chris away.
That"s not what happened, though. What happened was that he
trapped Chris there, and then his hand started trembling, and then…
then… his eyes locked with Chris and they were frozen, Chris"s hand
against his bruised face, his own hand keeping it there.
“I"m not pretty,” Xander whispered, unable to let go. He knew he
wasn"t. He had high, Slavic cheekbones, an overly long jaw, and a broad
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forehead. At fifteen, he had to shave every morning, or he"d be
shadowed by the afternoon, and his chest already had a patch of hair in
the middle, between his nipples and running from his belly button down
under his jeans. He often thought he would look good as one of those
cavemen in a comic strip; all he had to do was bend his back and carry a