to sleep. Tucked in Chris"s pocket was an old alarm clock of his sister"s,
because Xander didn"t even have a cell phone or a watch, and Chris had
woken him up on several occasions since he"d moved in, simply by
pounding on the door and hollering for him to get a move on.
Xander was working from nine p.m. to four a.m. at the local
Walmart, unloading the truck, and the two and a half hours of sleep he
got every morning just didn"t seem to be doing it for him. The thing was,
rent cost seven hundred and fifty dollars every month, and he needed to
work nearly full time to keep himself in a safe place. He had about two
hundred dollars a month leftover to help pay for basketball and food, and
Christian did his best to supplement that, because Xander"s wrist bones
reallywerewider than his biceps at this point, and he seemed to exist in
a haze of perpetual hunger.
Maybe they could have done it like that until school ended, maybe
not, but one day, Chris lost his temper and his composure and
inadvertently blew Xander"s secret all over the basketball court.
Coach had been particularly tough that day, and Xander, hungry,
tired, and generally out of it, could barely keep up during the suicide
drills that the team hated to the depth and breadth of their souls.
“C"mon, Karcek, you"re behind! You"re behind the seniors, behind
the juniors, Jesus Christ, kid, you"re behind the fucking sophomores!
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You think varsity is a given? I know your head"s in the goddamned
clouds, Xander, but you need to get your eyes focused here! Move it,
dammit, move it, move it faster faster faster faster!”
And Xander just about found his rhythm. His head was in the zone,
he was picking up speed, he was moving it faster, moving it stronger,
moving it moving it moving it… until his ankle rolled underneath him,
and he practically exploded across the floor with momentum and speed