The Locker Room 139
“I swear to Christ, Karcek, if you try to injure yourself out of spite
for this season, I will fucking out you myself.”
Xander looked at him, horrified. He"d thought they"d keep this
civilized, and that the fucker"s prejudice would remain as on the down-
low as he and Christian had tried to keep their relationship. Apparently,
prejudice was more socially acceptable.
“Why didn"t you?” he asked. “Why not just out us both?”
Wallick looked away, uncomfortable. “I promised this town a
championship,” he said.
Well, tough!
“Then why send Chris away!” he challenged, thinking it was a
pretty good thing that he didn"t have a ball in his hand today, either.
“Because what you were doing was wrong!” Wallick snarled, and
for a moment, Xander thought this was easily fixed.
“I"m sorry, Coach. We don"t usually, you know, do that when
we"re not at ho—”
“I mean you two, screwing each other! It"s wrong, and… I swear
on my church, I don"t know why God would give a gift like yours to a
couple of queers who spit on the game!”
“God didn"t feed me!” Xander snapped, not sure where this was
coming from, except he couldn"t remember the last time he"d felt this
alone. “God didn"t feed me, or clothe me, or put a roof over my head.
YourGod didn"t give adamnabout me! But Chris did, and so did his
family. If I"ve got a gift, it"s because Chris wouldn"t let me starve on the
streets, and his folks wouldn"t let me die in a hole. So don"t ask me to
give afuckabout your God. I love this game, and this phobic, pissant
town, and I will play my heart out for them. But don"t talk to me about
God. You sent Chris away—and until that gets fixed, I"m not talking
about your God ever fucking again.”