biting things, squirming, skinless, wet and sticky, attaching to his face,
his numb arms, his stomach, his chest, his privates, and he kept his
mouth clamped shut and screamed and screamed and screamed….
“Xander!”
Was that in his dream? He couldn"t decide for a moment.
“Xander!”
He kept his eyes and his mouth clamped shut and screamed, and
then one of the dogs half-whuufed and he was startled into looking into
the dark of his room. He flailed for Chris, but Chris wasn"t there, but
Chris"s voice screamed,“Xander!”and suddenly he was bolt upright in
bed and wide awake.
“Fuck,” he muttered, trying to wipe the sleep from his eyes. “Oh,
Jesus fuck me, Chris?”
“Jesus better not be fucking you, genius—that"s my job!”
Chris"s voice was faintly disembodied, and Xander turned toward
the brightened computer screen to see Chris, in a nice-looking hotel
room, looking back at him.
“Oh.” Suddenly what Chris had said penetrated, and Xander"s inner
fifth grader (never far from the surface) reared his head, and Xander
choked on a smirk. “Oh, geez, Chris, we"re going to hell for that!”
“Hey, you swore first!”
Xander fumbled for the lamp next to the bed table and blinked
while his eyes adjusted to the light.
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Chris looked… tired. His eyes were a little bloodshot, and he was
shirtless, leaning into the camera so Xander could see the blond stubble
on his jaw and the sleepies (as Andi called them) in the corners of his
eyes.
“Yeah, I did.” His dreams were always followed by a bone-drilling,
marrow-chilling cold, and Xander wrapped his arms around his knees