Page 68 of Cross My Heart
“Let me be the judge of that, sweetheart.” Slowly, I insert one finger, then two. She inhales sharply.“Baby, we are going to have to work at this. Fuck, Lanie, you’re so wet, but I still think it’s going to hurt.”
“It’s okay, I want this. I want you, please, Dex.”
Lowering my body, I drop my mouth to lick her clit, loving the sounds coming from her beautiful mouth. She tastes sweet, her smell so uniquely her own, if I’m not careful I’ll be drooling all over her. I can never imagine myself getting enough of this, enough of her.
Looking up, I see her belly quivering and I know she is getting close. I suck her clit into my mouth, capturing it between my teeth, flicking it over and over again. As she begins to lift off the bed, I insert a third finger, knowing stretching her now will be my best chance at making sex less painful for her.
Fuck, if I’d known how inexperienced she was, I would have brought supplies. Just thinking about how tight she is has me humping the bed like a horny teenager.
I need her to come again now. With one last flick of my tongue, I angle my fingers up and stroke her most sensitive spot. She goes off like a rocket. While her body is convulsing, I slide up her and position my head at her entrance.
My entire body is pulsating with a need for this woman, but I refuse to just push into her so I can get off. When she is able, she opens her eyes, trying to bring me into focus. Making eye contact, I’m caught in her spell for a moment. Face to face, I search for any indication that she isn’t ready for this. I see none.
“Are you ready?” I ask, my voice vibrating through the room. I’m resting on my forearms, cradling her face in my hands.
“I’m ready, please, Dex.”
Lowering my eyes to the point where we are almost connected, I shift my hips forward. Placing just the tip of my cock to rest in her channel, I quickly look up at her for approval. The smile I see there breaks through to the rest of my heart. This girl now has the power to break me and she has no idea.
The head of my cock seems huge at her swollen wet entrance, and I have a moment of panic. Hurting her would kill me. Looking into her eyes one more time, I tell her, “I’m going to push in, one quick thrust, then let you adjust. Are you ready?”
“Yes, yes, please.” Watching us connect, I thrust in as far as she can take me right now. She moans, partly in pain, I know, but the heat in her eyes tells me that’s not all she feels.
Struggling to maintain my composure, but coming close to my breaking point, I inhale deeply. “Lanie, sweetheart, tell me when you are ready for me to move,” I grind out through clenched teeth. She feels like nothing I have ever experienced before, a tight wet glove squeezing my cock like it was made for me. If I ever wondered what heaven was like, I know now. This right here, buried so deep inside the woman I love. This is heaven.
“I’m ready, Dex. I’m ready,” she says without hesitation.
I swear I might hear angels sing as I start to move. “Lanie, holy shit. You,” thrust, “feel,” thrust, “so,” thrust-thrust, “damn,” thrust, “good.” I grunt, the effort of not blowing my load right now is immeasurable.
“Dex, oh God, oh, Dex, I think…I think,” her words are cut off by an intense moan. Her body is tightening all around mine.
“Lanie, holy shit.”
Her body is pulsing all around my cock and I think I blackout.Her pussy is gripping me so tightly, I can hardly think. Every inch I slide in deeper is like coming home.
“God damn it, Lanie,” I choke out. She is out of focus and I worry for a moment that I might actually lose consciousness.
My spine has never been so stiff, every muscle in my body is screaming for release, but I want to hold on to this feeling for a few moments longer. My thrusts become harder, faster, deeper, and I feel my control break. I’m lost, lost in Lanie, a montage of her greatest hits flashing through my mind until I focus once again on the face staring at me in bliss.
“I’m coming, Lanie, f-uck I’m coming.” Stream after stream flows out of me. I don’t know how long I keep pumping before coming to rest above her.
“My God, Lanie, it’s, it’s never been like that before. I’ve, I’ve never come so hard in my life. You’re amazing, baby.” I’m breathing so hard that my chest is heaving against hers. Leaning in, I kiss her softly. “Stay here, let me clean you up.”
I rush into the bathroom and grab a cloth, running it under warm water. I grab a glass of water and some ibuprofen, then I return to her.
“Here,” I say, handing her the glass of water and pills, “these will help with the pain.”
I watch as her throat works to swallow the pills, then I lay her gently back down. Leaning on the bed, I move forward and spread her legs slightly. Warm cloth in hand, I begin to clean her up. My seed mixed with her and fuck if I’m not hard as nails again. Tossing the rag to the floor, I slide into bed beside her, pulling her tightly against me.
“Are you alright?” I ask, worried I have hurt her.
“Mm-hmm,” she says sleepily. I roll over and hold her face in my hands, forehead to forehead.
“You’re so amazing, Lanie. I don’t think I can ever get enough of you now. So, tell me…are you gonna let me go?” I mean it to be a joke, add some levity to a night I know I will never forget, but I know it was a mistake as soon as it left my mouth. “Lanie, I just meant...”
She cuts me off by putting her delicate finger to my lips. “Shh, Dex. This has been the most amazing night of my life, don’t ask me to make promises I don’t know I can keep.”
My euphoric state diminishes but only briefly. I knew going into this it was going to be a long road. My Lanes is going to need more than one incredible night of lovemaking. Make no mistake, what we did was make love. MLM just took one giant step forward.
