I want her every fucking way I can have her.
I tear off the toy's packaging as I step into my bedroom. Cardboard and paper flutters to the ground. I need to clean up all the evidence of that. But not now.
Now, I need her coming until she can't take it anymore.
"Take off your dress," I demand.
She nods. Her eyes get bright. Bold.She stares back at me, daring me to resist touching her, as she unzips her dress and slides it to her ankles.
Fuck, she's wearing that pair of panties. The one withParadiseplastered on the crotch.
My voice drops right to that demanding tone. "You wear that for me, angel?"
She nods.
I move close enough to touch her. Toss the vibrator on the bed. Trace the outline of her bra with my fingertips. "This too?"
"Yes." Her voice is dripping with confidence. "I wore my dress to torture you too." She slides her hand under my t-shirt and presses her palm against my stomach. "It gets me off, driving you out of your mind."
"What else gets you off, angel?"
"Thinking about you."
"Specifically."
"About you pinning me against the wall so hard my cheek is pressed against it. Us in some semi-secluded public place. You exposing my breasts, playing with them like you need me on display."
Blood rushes to my cock. "What else?"
"You throwing me on the bed. Peeling off my jeans. Spanking me. Holding me down and fucking me from behind." Her cheeks flush. "You're not the only one with dirty thoughts, Brendon. You're not the only one who fantasizes about it rough."
Two weeks ago, I wouldn't have believed her.
But now, I do.
It's still hard for me to wrap my head around sweet, innocent Kay wanting it as rough as I do.
But the fire in her eyes—
The way she's standing strong and proud—
She's not a clueless girl.
She's a woman who knows what she wants.
And, fuck, I love her even more like this.
I blink a few times.
I love her.
It's so fucking obvious, but I've never put it together. I've never thought about loving someone. Not like this.
I love every fucking inch of her.
Everything that brings her joy.
Everyplace she hurts.