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"You have to pay for that."

I nod. Yes. Please. I need to pay for... for everything.

He presses his palm against the back of my head to guide my body over his. So I'm bent over his knee, my stomach against his thighs, my face against the bed, my ass in the air.

Brendon rolls my skirt up my thighs. Over my ass.

He traces the outline of my thong. "You wear this to torture me too?"

"Yes."

"Bad girl."

I nod.

He rubs me over my panties.

"You want to hurt, angel?"

"Yes."

He brings his hand into the air.

I squeeze my eyes closed.

Sink my teeth into my lower lip.

I've never.

I mean, I've thought about it. Fuck, how I've thought about it.

But I've never...

What if I can't...

His hand comes down hard on my ass. It stings. I feel the slap in my sex. In my nipples. In my fingers and toes.

Fuck, that hurts so good.

He does it again.

Again.

I cry out. It's not a word. It's a yes and a no. A please and please make this stop. And then just a please.

He spanks me again.

"Brendon," I breathe. "Please."

"Tell me you need this, angel."

"I do. Please."

"Tell me why."

"I ruined everything. Us. Em. Just... everything."

"No."

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