"Tell me you deserve it."
"What?"
"That you deserve my fingers in your cunt."
"I..."
"That you deserve to come on my cock." His hand comes down hard on my ass.
"I don't know."
Again.
"I... please."
He holds his hand in the air. "Tell me, Kay. Tell me you deserve to feel good."
I don't know. I want to believe that. But my head is still a mess. "Again."
He presses my body against his with his other hand. It's like he's reminding me he's in control. That he's got me. That I'm safe.
Not just my body. But all of me.
"Tell me, Kay." His voice is equal parts stern and caring. "Tell me what you deserve."
"To hurt."
He spanks me again. "And then?"
"I don't know. I want to believe it. I do. Please... just please."
His palm comes down hard on my ass. "Tell me."
"I deserve..." This. I deserve hurting. But then I...
Smack! "Tell me."
"I..."
"Repeat after me."
"Okay."
"I deserve to come."
All my breath leaves my body as his palm smacks against my flesh. "I deserve to come."
"I deserve you."
"I deserve you."
"Good girl." He brings his palm into the air. "Last one."
"Please." There it is again. I still don't know what I'm asking for, only that I need it desperately.
Smack! His palm comes down hard on my ass.
Then he's pushing my panties aside.