Page 61 of Breakaway
I fall into the kiss, letting him lead, taking this as quickly or as slowly as he wants. It's his first time, and as much as I want him inside of me right this second, I want him to have an enjoyable first time more.
We won't be able to have sex like this since the height difference means no kissing during sex unless we get creative, but if he wants to make out for a little while, well, I'll survive. At least that's what I keep telling myself, even though I'm burning up inside and would really like to relieve this achy emptiness with Zill's cock and shadows.
A needy little whimper escapes me, and Zill stills. I can almost feel the wheels in his head turning as he tries to decipher what that sound could mean. I crack my eyes as he begins to pull away from the kiss, trying to figure out if I need to talk him off a worrying ledge or if we're still good to go. He's beaming at me when I open my eyes enough to see, and I let out a relieved breath.
"Take the mask off," Zill says as he palms one of my thighs and pushes it up towards my torso.
I whip the mask off so fast, tossing it to the end of the bed. I'm a cute little bunny, but if he wants to see my face when he fucks me, I'm all for it.
"Gods, you're soaked," he mutters as he rubs his thumb up and down the fabric between my legs.
"You're really fucking sexy, Zill," I tell him, attempting to wiggle in his hold and going nowhere due to his hand on my thigh and his shadows showing an amount of strength I haven't felt from them before.
"Do you feel safe?" he asks.
The grip of his shadows tightens more, making me realize he's really been holding back on me with what they're capable of. I can't help but think of the possibilities. I mean, there are just so many.
"Of course I do. I'm really into this whole bondage via shadows thing." I pause, waiting to see if he's been sufficiently scandalized, and when he isn't fighting back the urge to run away, I add, "Do you think they'd like choking me?"
All of the shadows stop moving, but keep me held in place. Zill looks like he's torn between embarrassed and exasperated, so I did a pretty good job. At least, I think that until a few overzealous shadows don't seem to know what type of choking I'm talking about and make a beeline straight for inside my mouth.
They tickle at my lips as my first warning, my eyes going wide. I don't say anything. I'm curious if Zill will really let them. Based on the look on his face, he's trying to determine if I'll let them. With some newfound bravery, Zill narrows his eyes on me, almost in challenge. The shadows slip past my lips, filling my mouth in the strangest way. At first, they remain in my mouth, not moving.
"You know how you like gagging on me?" Zill asks.
I stare up at him, mouth opened to accommodate the shadows. I don't particularly enjoy gagging, but I do very much like how he gets all grunty when I do it. I nod, telling him I understand. If he wants me to be a slobbering, gagging mess while he fucks me, then sign me up.
There's a lot more teamwork with the shadows than I ever gave them credit for. When they move over my body, it feels like a free-for-all. Having the three in my mouth, feeling them twine themselves together and materialize as much as they can, makes it obvious they're all very much working together. They thrust into my mouth timidly at first, and I give Zill a look that I hope conveys I know they can do much better than that.
"They're being good," he tells me, his hand moving back between my legs.
He hooks his fingers in the fabric before pulling it to the side, revealing just enough of me to sink into. The shadows in my mouth thrust further as I'm spread open on Zill's finger. He sinks into me easily, followed by a second finger and then shadows.
They don't overwhelm me. The ones in my mouth keep a steady pace, getting thicker as more join them. My only warning about more coming is when I feel them tickling at my lips. Each has waited for a soft moan from me, taking it as approval to join the others.
"How did I get so lucky?" Zill asks, confusing me for a minute because I'm the one who is currently living her best life as he and his shadows work my body perfectly. Between the ones between my legs, stroking and vibrating just right, and the ones applying the perfect amount of pressure on my body to make me feel held, I'm in ecstasy.
My back arches as pleasure washes over me. Zill is above me, his lips curled up in a small smile. I moan against the shadows in my mouth, as my walls clench around the ones inside me. Hewaits until I've settled back down before pressing against me, notching himself against my entrance.
I moan wantonly and toss my head back, eyes rolling. If I could talk, I'd be begging him to slide into me, to stretch me out on him and fuck me hard until I'm screaming his name. I don't get to do that because as he slides inside of me, his shadows do the same in my throat, the mass of them finally making me gag and choke for the first time since they got in there.
Zill pauses, head cocked to the side, waiting to see if I need to be released. I don't. I so do not need to be released.
"I'm torn between hearing all the filthy things you'd tell me and listening to the sound of you gagging on me," Zill says, his jaw clenching as he sinks further into me.
I think he's teasing me, but the determined look on his face makes me think he really is at a crossroads.
"I won't gag you next time," he tells me, deciding more for himself than for me.
And as if being given full permission to do what they want to me, his shadows ram down my throat again. Zill bucks his hips into me, the full length of him sheathed inside of me, and I jerk my legs free from his shadows, digging the heels into his ass to hold him in place.
"Not going anywhere," he murmurs, feeling the same as me about him trying to leave. "Just need to fill you up."
Then, as if he's not himself, which he might not be with how clouded with lust he looks, he says something so unlike anything I'd ever expect from him. "Be a good little human and take all of me."
It's no great surprise to anyone that I come again.
"There you go," Zill says, his voice sounding far away and so close all at the same time as wave after wave of pleasure wash over me.
