Page 32 of Love Me
“She fell,” Colt said.
“She tripped, collided with Derek, and they both went tumbling down the last hill before the end of the run,” Creed explained.
Keelan’s hand went to my chin next, turning it to the side. Was he staring at my ear? I reached up and gently touched the shell of my ear. It was wet and stung at my touch. I brought my hand down and saw that my fingers were bloody. The blood was fresh enough that a drop of it rolled down my index finger toward my palm. Panic began to rise within me. I stepped out of Keelan’s reach, needing space, and rubbed my bloody fingers vigorously on my shorts. I focused on the sound of people around me. The smell of mud clinging to my body. I grasped hold of the thought of taking a long, hot shower when I got home as though I had sharp claws.
“Shiloh,” Keelan started to say.
“I’m all right,” I said as I mentally battled with myself.
Colt grabbed my wrist, and it was then that I realized I hadn’t stopped rubbing my finger on my shorts.
“The blood is gone,” he assured me and brought my hand up to my face. He was right. Apart from the mud, my fingers were clean.
I was able to relax a little. “I can’t wait to take a shower,” I said, because I was still holding onto that thought.
“You’ll have to take it alone,” Creed said.
Colt glanced at his brother. “Yeah, it’s too bad we lost the race.” He didn’t sound disappointed at all.
I looked from one to the other, frowning. “What?”
Creed shrugged. “You crossed the finish line first. You won the bet.”
“Yeah, we tied in second place, or would it be last place?” Colt asked Creed.
I put my hand on my hips. “You let me win, didn’t you?”
They both did a terrible job at pretending to be shocked at my accusation, but they didn’t deny it.
“What did you three bet on?” Keelan asked.
I went to answer and suddenly there was a hand over my mouth. “Sexual favors,” Creed answered.
Technically, that was the truth. But why did Creed feel the need to stop me from answering?
I realized why when Keelan sighed and said, “Fine, don’t tell me.”
Colt coughed. It was obvious he was covering up a laugh.
Was it really that hard to believe I’d agree to a game of dirty stakes? Or that I was the one who’d suggested them? I knew I came off as innocent, and I was, or had been in some ways, but I wouldn’t be that way forever.
“I’m only letting it go because you successfully got Shi to calm down,” Keelan said.
Now that he mentioned it...
“Was that an episode?” Creed asked and dropped his hand from my mouth. He and Colt hadn’t witnessed me have one. Only Knox and Keelan had.
Keelan studied me. “I’m not sure.”
“I was able to stop it before it could happen,” I said. “But the anxiety still builds up and it takes a while to bounce back from. Talking about sexual favors, though, seems to speed up the process.”
Creed grinned.
“Dr. Bolton has been really helping,” Keelan said, sounding pleased.
It was reassuring they could see results. It validated the steps I had taken so far, even if they were small.
Creed gave me his back again. “All right, Shi, let’s get you bandaged up and then head home.”
