Page 5 of What You Do To Me
Just as I pulled the food from the oven, I heard the doorknob turning. That caught me by surprise because nobody has a key to my house. Pulling out the gun that I kept under the sink, I made my way to the door. Rae had fallen asleep once I was done freshening her up, so I know she’s safe for the time being. As I approached the door, it came open and in walked Jawan Jones. My jaw hit the floor.
“Jawan how the fuck did you get a key to my house?” I asked, pissed.
I been letting this nigga slide, but this is overboard. He literally texted me for the address an hour ago but has a whole ass key. He looked at me, showcasing that beautiful smile that always had my panties wet.
“I had one made, duh. You ain’t think I wasn’t gonna have access to my baby, did you?”
I stood there baffled for a second. I mean I was literally floored, then aggravation set in again.
“Your baby? Nigga your ass is looney. Jarae has a father, or did you forget?”
I just can’t with him, man. Ain't no way he could possibly think this shit is okay. With that, I headed back into the kitchen to finish getting dinner together. I felt his presence behind me, and before I could turn around on my own and ask for space, he did it for me and pinned me to the refrigerator. When he ensured there was no space between us, he grabbed my chin and brought his face to mine.
“Naw, I ain’t forgot a muhfuckin’ thing. I been around for a minute now, and that nigga ain’t did so much as sent a smoke signal to check on my shorty. I talk to her when she gets up in the mornings, and before she goes to bed at night. I've been dropping money in your account for y’all since the second day I met her lil’ ass, and let's not forget I just dropped the bag to pay for her party next month, maybe it's yo’ ass who fuckin’ forgot.”
After that, he made his way to Rae’s bedroom. I stood there at a loss for words, he was right. He’s been there and active since the very first day. Without me even asking.Way to go, Tiomi, you’ve successfully made yourself look like an ass.Tensions were high so I decided to just leave it alone and finish up dinner. I finally had the table set, so I went to find Rae and Grim so we could eat. They were now in the living room watching Paw Patrol, Jarae’s favorite.
“Dinner’s ready,” I said, avoiding eye contact with him. I went to grab her, but he was quicker. He scooped her into his arms and walked past me. The energy was off, it was so awkward now. We all went to the table and got ready to dig in. The tension was thick, and it made me uncomfortable. He interacted with thebaby, so he didn't have to say anything to me. When I couldn’t take it anymore, I broke the silence.
“Look Grim—" the look he gave me stopped me from continuing. Rolling my eyes, I corrected myself, “Look Jawan, you’re right. I was out of line. I appreciate everything that you do for Jarae. My goal was not to make you feel inadequate. She loves you, for that I am so grateful. I apologize for how I came at you.”
He sat there for a minute, just staring at me, causing my anxiety to skyrocket. After what seemed like forever, he finally responded.
“She may not be biologically mine, but I love her just as much. She doesn’t know that nigga, and she ain’t gone ever know that nigga. Make that the last time you bring him up and address him as my shorty’s father.”
Once he was done speaking his peace, he went back to eating and feeding Rae as if I wasn’t there. Sitting there for a few more minutes after he read me my rights, I excused myself from the table. He’d succeeded at hurting my feelings, if that was the end goal. So instead of sitting there letting him continue to ignore me, I went to get my shower and stuff done. I trusted he’d get Rae situated when she was done.
I didn’t even realize I had been in the shower that long because by the time I entered my room, Jawan was laid across my bed. Rolling my eyes, I entered my walk-in closet and sat at the vanity to apply my body butter. I was annoyed at the fact that Jawan clearly had no boundaries. He had a key made to my house without my knowledge and consent, now he’s in my personal domain. When I got back in the room, I had on nothing but my silk robe.
“It’s late Jawan, and since you have a key, you can show yourself out,” I said to him, but in true Jawan fashion, he ignored me, got up, and started to move in my direction. Whenhis eyes locked with mine, my breath got caught in my throat. The lust was very evident. With every step he took forward, I took one backwards.
“I-I need to get Rae ready for bed, Grim.” I struggled to get out. The way he was looking at me had me both afraid and turned on.
With a low, sexy chuckle he responded, “Naw I handled all that, she good.” Grabbing me by my neck, not choking me, but applying enough pressure to cause a low moan to escape, he pressed his lips into mine. It felt so surreal. It was full of so much passion. No matter how much I wanted to fight it, I couldn’t. It’s like my body relinquished all rights to him. I had no choice but to submit. Reciprocating his energy, we let our tongues dance, and hands roam each other’s bodies. He untied my robe, letting it fall to the floor, and I followed suit, helping to undress him. I couldn’t fight this. It's only been a few months, but I felt like I’ve known him forever. I have been craving this, craving him.
Laying me on the bed, pushing my knees back to my ears, I felt his tongue slide across my clit. Prompting me to arch my back, he started to go in. Licking, sucking, spitting, smacking, and feasting on me as if I was his last meal. Bringing me to a series of climaxes back-to-back.
“You taste so muhfuckin’ good, my baby,” he moaned into my pussy.
The feeling of euphoria was out of this world. I was seeing stars. It was so good; I was so turned on that I wanted to return the favor. No, I had to return the favor. Pushing his head away, I climbed up on my knees, kissed him, and moaned into his mouth.
“Let me make you feel good too, Daddy.”
He grabbed my neck again, brought my face to his, “You better make it nasty, too.” He hungrily and sloppily kissed me.Tasting my juices had me wanting to please him even more. I wanted to see how he tasted.
I dropped to my knees and took in as much of him as I could. I licked the tip and took him in inch-by-inch, until I was able to deep throat all of him. Once I had worked him all the way into my mouth it was on. I started putting my jaws and throat to work. When he was all the way down my throat, I made the swallowing gesture, literally trying to swallow him whole. He took a handful of my hair, pulled me up and looked at me with a deep scowl on his beautiful face.
“Who the fuck you been doing that to, Tio?” I smiled up at him devilishly.
“Just you, Daddy.” Any sense of nervousness I had before was now gone, I had an itch only he could scratch.
“Yeah aight, get on the bed baby, let daddy put you to sleep.” Laying in the middle of the bed, he spread my legs, admiring my body for a second.
“You so fuckin’ fine, man. Got damn.” He groaned before he entered me in one swift motion. We both let out a subtle moan, he paused for a second so I could adjust to his size then he began to hit me with long, deep, slow strokes.
“I knew this pussy was gonna be good,” he said. “I know I’mma have to kill somebody over your fine ass.”
All you could hear was the sounds my pussy was making and our skin slapping. I was completely inaudible. I literally couldn’t say anything. I could only offer a few soft “fucks” and “oh my Gods.” The way he described that he was going to be acting were my sentiments exactly. No way would I allow him to please anyone else like he’s doing me right now. He started to toy with my clit while he continued to deep stroke me. Moments later, it felt like my soul was leaving my body.
