“Tell me though man, how y’all know y’all was ready for marriage? I mean I can kind of guess with you D, but me and Jawan ain’t never been the type of niggas to me faithful, but he’s doing it and you don’t seem like you’re miserable.”
“Shit I didn’t know. I just knew that I wasn’t willing to let another nigga have her, so I locked her fine ass down. I also knew my girl wasn’t about to let me son her like I did the rest of these hoes, so I had to move different. I married her because forone I love her pretty ass and because she was insecure as fuck while she was carrying my seed. Tiomi knew I wasn’t gone let her ever be with another nigga either, so the rest is history.”
“And I knew from the moment I met LeStar. We are so different, but our differences are what made this union worth it.”
Shad nodded his head and looked like he was processing what we had told him. If he knew like I knew he would lock Chy ass down, the right way, before he fuck around and lose her to another nigga.
CHAPTER
TWENTY
Tiomi
Me, Chy, Star and the girls were currently in the back of the Escalade Jawan rented for the duration of our stay on the way back to the house. We had been eating the food that was native to the country, but I had a taste for some soul food. I wish we had brought Charlie with us so she could have hooked me up with her smothered cubed steaks and potatoes. Honestly after being out shopping all day, I didn’t care what I ate as long as I ate quick. We were so occupied during our shopping trip that we forgot to get something to eat, but we’re paying for it now.
“So, do you think things are going to be different when we get back home friend?”
Me and my girls had been talking about everything that’s been going on and honestly, I was over it. I hadn’t really got to enjoy being a wife and mother of two because of all of the bullshit we’ve been dealing with lately. I just wanted things to be normal like they were when we met. No matter how fucked up shit is right now, I was in this thing for life with Jawan, no matter what. Coming out of my head I let out a slow sigh and answered my best friend.
“Honestly I don’t know friend. I just know it’s back to reality as we know it as soon as the jet touches down in Miami, so I just want to enjoy my husband, our kids, and this vacation.”
“I know Pooh. I also know that Jawan is doing whatever he can to make sure you and the girls are safe, and you know damn well he’s not letting Romeo get anywhere near Jarae. Give him credit for that. It can’t feel good for him to think you’re thinking the worst of him.”
“Girl he’ll be okay. I know he would never let anything happen to us, and Romeo getting Jarae is the least of my concerns. What he seems to not understand is I don’t want anything to happen to him.”
Since the beginning my husband has shown and proved the lengths that he would go through to make sure we were safe. Again, I had never doubted that. We always seemed to bump head when his safety came into question. He’s always so busy worrying about everyone else that he forgets about himself.
Chy, Star, and I engaged in casual conversation until the car was pulling back up to the house. I had already texted Jawan that we were pulling up so he could send someone out to grab the things we had bought today. We had accumulated so much stuff during our stay that it was crazy. Thank God we flew out on our jet because airport fees would have been crazy.
“I missed your fine ass,” Jawan said to me as soon as I stepped into his waiting arms on the porch. He closed me in his embrace and dropped a kiss on the top of my head.
“I wasn’t even gone that long baby.” I grinned up at him.
“You were gone long enough. I been wanting to fuck since you left.”
I rolled my eyes and pushed him off of me so I could go inside. Jawan thinks I’m supposed to bend over and fuck him on command all day every day. We literally had sex three timesbefore I left to go shopping, and here he comes saying that he wants to fuck again.
“So, you’re denying me Tiomi Jones?” he asked, following me into the kitchen.
“Do I ever, Grim? I’m just hungry.”
“Quit playing with me yo. Come on, let me fuck before Lae get her lil’ cock blocking ass up, then I’ma make sure you eat.”
Shaking my head, no, I opened the refrigerator to grab a bottled water. He wasn’t getting his way this time. After taking a few sips from my water I placed the bottle down and invaded my husband’s personal space.
“How about I eat first because I need the energy, then we put the crew on babysitting duties so I can be all yours, uninterrupted.”
Letting out a low groan, he again closed me in his arms, letting his hands grip my ass. “You drive a hard bargain Tio, but how could I say no to that?”
Smiling brightly, I replied. “You can’t. I want grilled food.”
“And I want you naked as soon as you swallow your last bite.”
Laughing at his request, I agreed because he was dead serious, and I knew it. When I tried to step out of his embrace, he tightened his grip. I looked back into his awaiting eyes and he was wearing a serious expression. He lifted me on to the kitchen counter and stepped between my legs.
“I love you baby.”
“I know. I love you more.”