Page 44 of Won't Let Go
“Yep.”
“You’re okay with that?”
“Of course. I couldn’t give her sex anyhow.”
How is that possible?
“What do you mean?” I ask.
Pressing his lips against my shoulder, Josh mumbles, “I…I’m a virgin.”
“What?”
“Shhhh. You can’t tell anyone. It’s a secret.”
“Josh. You’re not a virgin.”
“What… constipates…constitutes, no virginity?”
“Sex.”
“But not oral?”
“That’s still sex.”
“Babe. Come on. I have never put my dick in anybody’s pussy or ass. Only hands and mouths.”
My eyes widen. “Oh.”
“Yeah. Virgin. Like I said.”
“How drunk are you?”
“Very,” he slurs.
“Are you gonna remember this in the morning?”
I sense him shrug. “Maybe. I don’t know.”
“How did you get home?”
“Brew.”
“Your bike is at the clubhouse still?”
“Yes. The asshole made me ride bitch.”
“Ah. So, you rode home.” I snicker.
“Yes. Home. I fuckin’ love it when you say that… Jade?”
“Yes?”
“My dick is so hard right now because it’s touching your butt. You have the sexiest ass I’ve ever seen. And the sexiest tits. And your pussy… I’m gonna have it for breakfast in the morning. Can that be my breakfast? I’ll make you pancakes with brown sugar and butter. All the butter. Would you let me lick butter off your nipples? Fuck. I’m gonna come just thinkin’ about your nipples…Ugh.I need to stop talkin’, huh? I’m sorry about everything…. Fuck. I’m drunk.”
“Yes. You’re very drunk.” Smiling so hard my face hurts, I bite my bottom lip to stifle a laugh. Gosh, he’s adorable when he’s smashed. I can’t tell you the last time I’ve ever seen him this intoxicated.
“I don’t want you for your body. Jusss so we’re clear. You’re the whole package. I’ll still marry you even if you never wanna have sex with me. See…”
