Page 5 of Broken Hearts
“And I have the most important game of my life in six days.”
I purse my lips. I should have let him sleep.
“I won’t say a word, and I’ll stick to this half. That good?” He fires a puck into the net without looking at me.
“Yeah, okay.” I give in. It isn’t the solitude I was looking forward to, but at least he won’t be paying me any attention. He seems even less interested in chatting with me than I am him. “Whatever.”
He faces me, and those stormy eyes bore into me. I think he might cave or at least offer an apology. Instead, he nods once, drops his gaze back to the ice, and starts skating around and shooting more pucks into the net.
I find my earbuds and turn up the volume to drown out the sound of him, but it’s incredibly hard to forget he’s here. He got me all riled up when all I was looking for was calm.
And why is Rhett Rauthruss hanging out at the rink by himself on a Sunday afternoon anyway? Not just any Sunday afternoon. They won the quarterfinals just last night. He should be out celebrating with all his teammates, just like Josie assumed.
I’ve seen Rhett before. The same as I’ve seen most of the guys on the team around campus and the rink.
Even if we weren’t sharing a practice facility, I’d probably be able to identify them. They’re well known and liked on campus. Since the hiring of Coach Meyers four years ago, he’s slowly built a team of insanely talented players. Several of them have already been drafted by NHL teams.
We often practice directly after the boy’s hockey team, but they’re usually in full practice gear, complete with helmet, and a lot harder to check out. And it turns out, Rhett is nice to check out. Not my type, like at all, but still undeniably hot.
The hockey guys are known on campus for two things—being fun to look at and hooking up nonstop. I guess three if you count the talent but honestly that gets a lot less chatter than the other two items.
I’ve never seen the appeal that other girls do. It isn’t that I’m opposed to casual sex, but I like there to at least be the delusional hope of it being more. Hookups can lead to relationships if the situation is right. Right?
It never has for me, but I’m holding steady in my belief that it’s possible, and I just haven’t hooked up with the right person. I know one thing for sure—Rhett and his teammates are not the kind of guys you hook up with hoping for more. That would be dumb even for a semi-believer such as myself.
I practice my spin for a while and then go through my short program twice. I’m taking a break and watching Rhett (while trying to play it off like I’m not watching Rhett) when two more hockey players join him. They must be freshmen or transfers because I can’t place their names. One has surfer blond hair styled so neatly I never would have pegged him for a hockey player, and the other is his polar opposite with dark hair sticking out around a backward hat.
Where Rhett was quiet and attempted to be courteous, these new additions are loud. Even with my music turned up, I can’t block out the noise.
Josie should have stuck around. It looks like the hockey team is celebrating here today. She’ll be mad she missed this. Me? Not so much.
I turn on my favorite song and step back onto the ice. Rhett glances over with what might be an apologetic look. I can’t decipher it through my frustration. The other two turn and blatantly stare. They speak to one another, but I can’t make out their exact words thanks to the song blasting in my ears. As I skate, I do my best to push them out of my thoughts and focus.
In three weeks, I have my final collegiate competition. The last chance to skate, really. Sure, I could seek out local shows after graduation, but I know that once I get a real job this summer, the likelihood that I’ll have the time to dedicate to practicing, as I do now, is slim.
So, Rhett and his hockey buddies cannot distract me. I won't allow it.
I finally find my flow again after a couple of angry girl songs put me in the right headspace. There are few things that Lady Gaga and Taylor Swift can’t make better. I put on my program music to go through my routine once more. My legs are tired, and I'm beyond hungry, but I have to push through.
One of the guys yells loudly—really loudly. It’s incessant, and he shouts the same thing over and over until I cannot ignore him. Gritting my teeth, I stop so I can yell back when a hard body collides with mine. I bounce backward like I hit the wall and sprawl out on the ice. My left side takes the brunt of it, and while I think I’m okay, it freaking hurts.
When I open my eyes, Rhett is standing over me. His blue eyes are wide as he stares down at me. His mouth moves, but I can’t hear him.
I sit up and take out my earbuds. “What the hell?”
“I’m so sorry,” Rhett apologizes. His mouth moves in the same way it had moments ago.
“She okay?” One of the other guys asks. He and his buddy stand back a little way, watching but keeping their distance.
“She’sfine.” I stand and wobble. My heart races. Although, that may have more to do with my anger and the adrenaline still coursing through me.
Rhett takes my elbow to steady me. “Maybe you should sit for a minute.”
I rip my arm away. “I told you I’m fine.”
Except, I’m still wobbly and I almost eat it. Wordlessly, Rhett takes me by the arm and helps me off the ice.
“I think Jeff is here.” The guy with neatly styled blond hair says. He comes to my other side, and the two of them all but carry me off the ice with tight grips on either elbow.
