Page 59 of The Monster You Made
I find solace in the satchel. Marta’s papers are worn now, their ink smudged from rain and blood, but they are still sharp with truth, routes, secrets, whispers of corruption. I pore over them by firelight, sketching maps, tracing paths.
But Lucian’s path grows bloodier. His strikes land where it hurts most: convoys, outposts, and bridges. We free more, we burn more, we break more. And for each act, the Crown doubles its cruelty. Villages turn to ash. Graves multiply. Even our victories leave smoke thick in our lungs. Truth may spread, but so does death.
***
One evening, scouts return breathless. “Crown envoys ride north,” they report. “Declan himself may follow.”
Elira slams her breaching axe into the dirt. “Then we meet him.”
Lucian’s jaw tightens, his eyes sharp. “Not yet. We bleed him, not break ourselves on his steel.”
The council fractures, some hungry to strike, others fearful of being crushed. I sit in the circle, clutching Marta’s satchel, my voice rising before I think. “If we wait too long, the villages lose faith. We must give them proof that hope does not retreat.”
All eyes turn to me. Elira nods, fierce. “The flame speaks true.”
Lucian’s gaze meets mine. There is no anger, but there is weight. Later, when the council breaks, he takes me aside. “Do not let belief blind you,” he says, low, rough. “Every spark we throw costs lives.”
I meet his eyes, my hand steady on his arm. “And if we stop throwing sparks, the fire dies. Then all those deaths mean nothing.”
His silence is longer this time. At last, he nods. But I feel the distance grow between us, a space carved by ash.
***
We march on the envoy column days later.
It moves slow, gilded supply trucks heavy with tribute, soldiers bristling with rifles. Their banners gleam even in dusk,as if arrogance itself shields them. We strike from the ridges, arrows igniting the night, rifles cracking, fire spreading. Chaos erupts. Rebels pour down the slopes, blades flashing.
I fight at Lucian’s side, every strike echoing in my bones. His fury is precise, a storm controlled. Mine burns hotter, wilder. I see Marta’s face in every blow, hear Declan’s lies in every cry. When the dust settles, supply trucks lie shattered, soldiers scattered, and the envoys lie bound at our feet.
One is a noble, silk torn, face pale with rage. He spits, snarling, “You think yourselves heroes? You are vermin. Declan will gut you all.”
The rebels jeer, some calling for his head. Elira raises her breaching axe, voice thunder. “Let him carry a message instead. Tell Declan the fire he kindled now burns beyond his leash.”
She lets him crawl away, broken, humiliated. The others cheer. I do not. For I know Declan will not see humiliation. He will see a challenge.
***
The retaliation comes swift.
A hamlet that cheered our passing burns within days. Its people lie in ditches, their blood feeding crows. The survivors speak of a cloaked figure who watched as soldiers butchered, his voice calm, his eyes bright with cruel delight. Declan.
Abigail clings to me that night, trembling, her small voice muffled against my chest. “He won’t find us, will he?”
I cannot lie. I stroke her hair, whispering only, “We will keep moving.”
Lucian watches from the shadows, his silence sharper than steel. Later, when the camp sleeps, he sits beside me, his hand brushing mine. “He is close,” he says. “I feel him.”
“So do I,” I whisper. And it chills me more than the night air.
***
The rebels grow restless. Songs swell louder, but so do whispers of fear. Some say we must march on Declan directly, cut his throat before he strangles us all. Others say we must scatter, burn from shadows, never stand still. The council cannot agree. Elira pushes for battle, her scars proof of her resolve. Rourke warns of ruin, drink heavy on his breath, but clarity in his words. Lucian listens, silent, the weight of every choice carved into his face.
I add only this: “Whatever we choose, the world must see it. Truth unseen is no truth at all.”
They listen, but none answer. Because none of us know if truth can survive Declan’s shadow.
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