Page 78 of My Heart's Doctor
“‘Dulce,’ don’t keep looking at me like that because I won’t be responsible for my actions. I’m trying to maintain what little self-control I have left so I don’t throw myself on you and bury myself as deep as possible inside your body. I want to makeyou mine in every possible way so that you remember only my name,” I confessed.
“I want you, William,” she affirmed, and her gaze gave her away and was about to set me on fire.
I guided her to the bed and when she settled in the middle of the mattress, I positioned myself over her magnificent body. Being skin to skin was such a wonderful and unique sensation that I was sure I had never experienced it with another woman.
“You’re so sexy you drive me crazy… I’m about to burst into flames.”
I kissed her feeling that she was consuming me and dragging me to a place I had never known, and then I dedicated myself to savoring her incredible breasts. She squirmed beneath my body and moaned uncontrollably. Inflamed by this moment, my mouth followed an imaginary path down her body seeking that place where I wanted to stay forever. When I reached her sex, I couldn’t help but groan in anticipation. My member was harder than ever and I didn’t know how much longer I could hold out. My mouth and hands began to delight in her, and Devon’s gasps showed me she was about to experience that sublime moment. I increased the rhythm and noticed the precise moment when she reached orgasm. Watching her was one of the most erotic moments of my life, and I almost came just from looking at her. While observing her, I quickly got up and took a condom from my pants pocket and put it on, certain that I needed to penetrate her quickly. I positioned myself between her legs and looked at her. She raised her hands and caressed my cheeks. Mixing the pleasure I was feeling with the tenderness that Devon provided me was something that made me lose my head completely.
“I trust you,” she said, and with those words I began to sink into her as we both moaned at that incomparable pleasure.
I buried myself in her to the deepest point and for a few seconds I remained still, waiting for Devon to get used to my invasion. When her hands closed on my shoulders and I saw her arch her back, I couldn’t contain myself and kissed her passionately while beginning to thrust into her, seeking to give and receive pleasure. I felt a new emotion, different, something I hadn’t felt before and that fascinated me, but also terrified me because it was too strong and deep. The tremors of her contractions around my member indicated that she was about to experience another orgasm, and I heard her scream my name. That was enough for me to let go, and the orgasm swept through my entire body, making me shudder from head to toe. A few seconds later, I couldn’t help but collapse onto her body. That orgasm had been wonderful and impossible to explain. It hadn’t just shaken my body, it had shaken my soul and even my life, from its foundations.
Without letting go, I put my mouth to her neck and whispered what I felt.
“I needed you. I really needed you.”
After a few seconds, I heard her trembling voice.
“William, I think we need to talk because in our last conversation it was clear that we both wanted different things.”
I had to make it clear to her that I hadn’t betrayed her and that I only wanted to be with her. I wasn’t willing to separate. I raised myself slightly to look at her while maintaining my balance on my elbows.
“I only want to be with you and I never said otherwise.”
“You didn’t say it, but you demonstrated it with actions,” she affirmed, and at that moment she looked at me seriously.
I withdrew from her, removing the condom, tying it off and leaving it on the floor. Then I lay on my side, resting my head on my hand, and looked at her seriously. She imitated me.
“Actually, you were the one who jumped to hasty and erroneous conclusions. The day you saw me at the restaurant dining with a woman, I wasn’t on a romantic date or anything like that. I was with my ex-sister-in-law, Cristina’s sister, with whom I meet once a month to talk about Aurora. And to be clear, I haven’t been dating other women either,” I clarified, and I could see the surprise drawn on her face.
“You weren’t on a date?”
“That’s what I said, and I don’t lie. I may have many flaws, but being a liar isn’t one of them. I tend to be frank and direct, even if people don’t like what I say,” I affirmed, to ratify what I had said before.
She looked at me with remorse and immediately said:
“Then I owe you an apology for treating you like an untrustworthy person.”
I stared at her for her sincerity and because I wasn’t used to people acknowledging their mistakes and apologizing.
“Apology accepted, but you could try a little harder because you treated me very badly,” I said, smiling mischievously.
If Devon followed my lead and did what I had in mind, I was sure I would die right there. And the girl didn’t back down, making my heart stop completely.
“One has to know how to recognize mistakes,” she said, and kissed me passionately, making me hard as a rock again, but then she began an imaginary path commanded by her mouth where the destination was my sex. Experiencing the delicacy ofher mouth and hands, mixed with a blazing passion was too much. I couldn’t stop moving and shouting. I was making an effort to breathe because air wasn’t reaching my lungs, and I was sure I would collapse at any moment.
“‘Dulce’… ‘Dulce’… aaah, I can’t hold on anymore, let me put on the condom or I’m going to come in your mouth,” I informed her, because I wasn’t sure if that’s what she wanted.
“Do it,” she commanded, and that finished off what little sanity and restraint I had left.
“Devooon...” I shouted, as another orgasm completely overwhelmed me. I was certain I had died and gone to heaven.
When I opened my eyes, I found her gaze shining with desire.
“God, ‘Sweet’... you’re going to kill me,” I whispered, with what little strength I had left.
“Was it good?” she asked, hesitantly, seeming as if she didn’t have much practice, which again made me think she wasn’t a woman with much experience in sex.
