Page 109 of My Heart's Doctor
“Mmm. Later,” I replied, and my hands moved to the zipper of her pants to lower it and try to slip inside, but Devon pressed against my body, rubbing against my erection, and I couldn’t hold back any longer.
I lifted her up and carried her in my arms to the bedroom. As soon as we arrived, I closed the door and continued undressing her until she had nothing on. When her body was completely bare, I stood admiring her, not believing this woman was mine.
“You are so beautiful and irresistible, my love. So gorgeous it hurts to look at you.”
“I want to see you too,” she said, approaching me with clear intentions of removing my clothes.
“Your wishes are my command.”
As soon as I was naked, her hands traveled over my body with delicious and maddening slowness. I couldn’t control the gasps escaping from my mouth or the tension in my member, which was already painfully hard. If I let her continue, I would embarrass myself, so I took her hands to move them away from my body and kissed her passionately while inhaling her sweet scent. We moaned, we kissed, we touched, and we enjoyed that longed-for, glorious contact.
With gentleness, I gradually pushed her toward the bed. When I succeeded and Devon was lying there for me, I hoveredover her and devoted myself to kissing her entire body with hot, wet kisses. Her soft, smooth skin drove me wild. The need I felt for her was maddening and confusing because I had never experienced anything like it before.
Her provocative breasts called to me, and I went for them until she moaned loudly. I continued my journey led by my mouth and, before immersing myself in her sex, I raised my face and looked at her. The vision of Devon surrendered to pleasure was the most erotic thing I had ever seen. When I touched her sex, she shuddered, and I completely immersed myself in that paradise until she screamed. The orgasm overtook her and was so powerful that her trembling lasted several seconds. She was soaking wet, so I positioned myself between her legs and penetrated her. When she raised her hips and wrapped her legs around me, I lost what little control I had left. I kissed her. I kissed her frantically and sank into her, sliding slowly, deeper and deeper, until nothing else existed. My body fit perfectly with hers. It was Devon, me, and all those sensations and emotions we felt, those exquisite and intense sensations I had never experienced before. I began to move, seeking her pleasure and mine, trying not to come because I was already on the edge of orgasm. Feeling her was too perfect. I couldn’t stop looking at her. Knowing that she belonged to me and that it was I who made her feel that pleasure and the love she had confessed to me was too much. Pleasure mixed with a new emotion and became the trigger.
“I love you, and making love to you is the most wonderful thing I’ve ever experienced,” I stated, unable to keep it to myself.
“I love you. I love you so much my heart feels like it’s going to burst out of my chest,” she said, making my heart beat so hard I thought it would collapse.
She pulled me toward her and kissed me. The orgasm overtook us, invading our bodies, making us tremble from head to toe and causing us to cry out without restraint from the pleasure we were experiencing. That release had traveled through my body like a lightning bolt. I fell without strength onto her body, my head in the crook of her neck. I couldn’t control my body, which was breathing with difficulty. We remained like that until I began to regain some control, until I felt my being gradually returning to the real world. I needed to look at her to see how she was. I raised my face and kissed her temple, the tip of her nose, and her delicious lips. I withdrew from her gently and lay down beside her, pulling her toward me. Her long, soft hair slid across my chest.
“Stay with me,” I asked.
“We already agreed on that. Today I’m staying to sleep with you,” she said, looking at me as if I wasn’t capable of remembering what we had discussed, but the reality was that I was proposing something else; I didn’t want her there just for that night.
“But I want you to stay forever,” I clarified.
She looked at me confused, and from her gaze, I knew the moment she understood what I had just said. Her eyes widened, and she sat up in bed without taking her eyes off me. I wasn’t going to give her even the slightest chance to run away. I took her hand to prevent her from leaving the bed.
“Don’t even think that this time I’m going to let you run away. I already made that mistake and learned from it. Don’t run away and face what I just told you, which I’ll repeat in case it wasn’t clear: I want you to stay with me forever.”
“William, that’s a very important decision. We’ve both been married and know what it’s like. I think that...”
I didn’t let her continue speaking. I stopped her by placing a finger on her lips.
“I can’t say I was married because my first marriage was just a sham. I married Cristina because of her pregnancy, but after she got what she wanted—and I don’t mean me because she wasn’t very interested in me as a person but in my money and power—we didn’t even sleep together. I always knew clearly that she got pregnant with the purpose of marrying me so that the last name would open doors to many places she couldn’t access before.”
“I’m sorry, William,” she said, looking at me with sadness.
“Don’t worry, it’s already behind me.”
“Did you love her?” she asked, although I had already made it clear that wasn’t the case.
“I already told you I didn't love her, but I tried to be a good husband, though that wasn't what she was interested in. All she cared about was her modeling career, she didn't care about Aurora either, she wasn't a good mother. After Aurora was born, she continued with her career as if her daughter and I didn't exist. Still, I thank her for giving me my daughter because she's the most valuable thing I have in my life, just like you are.”
“You are my first love, Devon. I was never in love before, in fact, I don't think I even believed in love and thought that feeling was just a great passion confused with love, but I was a fool. With you, I discovered that this feeling I didn't know actually exists. What I feel for you is so immense that it scared me.”
“I love you and I don't want to be apart from you. I want us to live together, to be together. I'll do whatever it takes to be with you.” —I paused, took a breath and said what I desired with all my heart— “Marry me, Devon. Let's form a family with Aurora, let's make our family a reality.”
She looked at me perplexed. When she spoke, I realized she was also going to confess something to me. Her voice was soft, but determined.
“William, I love you, and you are my first love too. I think it's time to open our hearts completely.” —She sighed, took a breath and began her story— “When I married Lino, I thought I loved him and I was convinced of it until I met you,” she said, and hearing that made me so happy that I couldn't help but smile. “I didn't have a loving family; the only one who showed me affection was my father, but he passed away many years ago. My mother and sister always treated me with coldness and contempt. From my mother, I only received reproaches and mistreatment, and my sister always saw me as competition and imitated my mother in everything concerning me.”
“When my father died, I was completely alone and unprotected, then I met Lino who made me feel loved and cared for, and that was enough for me to cling to him and think I was in love. The truth is I wasn't, and I suppose he wasn't either because you see how he abandoned me as soon as he found out I couldn't give him children.”
“I only knew true love when I met you. At that moment, I knew what it was to unconditionally love someone. You made my heart race just by looking at me, and when you touched me, I thought I was in heaven. The day I left here convinced I had lost you, I knew I would never forget you or feel this way about anyone else.”
Hearing her confession, I felt conflicting emotions.
