Page 40 of My Heart's Doctor
When he pulled away, I didn’t know what to say or do. I looked at him and felt like I was about to fall to my kneesbecause they were going to give out at any moment. Did Cavaller find me attractive enough to desire me?
“I need your answer, Devon, because a man should be clear about what he’s facing.”
Hearing my name from his lips and in that voice made my entire body shiver. God help me because, yes, I wanted to have sex with this man.
“No,” I managed to respond, though I didn’t know where I found the voice.
“No, you won’t give me the answer, or no, you don’t have a relationship?”
“I’m not in a relationship,” I confirmed, not believing this was happening.
“Perfect,” he said, placing his hands on the back of my neck and pulling me toward him to, without warning, press his lips against mine.
He was kissing me! And I thought I might lose consciousness. His kiss was scorching. He traced my lips with his and with his tongue, urging me to open them. When I did, his tongue invaded my mouth and explored it completely. He captured my tongue and sucked it forcefully. I had never been kissed like this before. It was undoubtedly the best kiss of my life. Why had no one ever kissed me like this? Why had I missed out on this erotic and wonderful experience?
“Cavaller...”
“Tell me, ‘Sweet.’”
“This isn’t right,” I whispered, though completely surrendered.
“This is the best thing I’ve done in a long time,” he affirmed, breathlessly.
Without stopping kissing me, he made me step back and closed the door with one hand. He pressed me against his body and wrapped me in his arms.
“William,” he said, taking my chin so I would look at him.
“What?” I asked, not knowing what I was saying or where I was, as if I were in a parallel universe.
“My name is William,” he said, looking at me with seriousness and desperate need, and then commanded: “Say it.”
“William,” I whispered, and I was sure that name would remain imprinted on my lips.
A moan of pleasure escaped from his lips and he smiled. He returned to my lips and took possession of them and my will. He kissed me agonizingly slowly, savoring me and making me feel dizzy. The kiss was becoming deeper and more passionate. I must confess that I had never desired or longed for someone so much; I was about to catch fire. And I surrendered to this man I barely knew but who, for reasons I couldn’t explain, felt right and was what I had been waiting for all my life. He embraced me, pressing me against his strong body, and his evident erection pressed against me.
“God, ‘Sweet.’ You can’t imagine how much I want you. Since I saw you, I’ve wanted to kiss you, to have you like this, to get between your legs... you’re so beautiful, so sensual, so sweet... you’re driving me crazy. Tell me where the bedroom is or I’ll completely lose my head and take you on this carpet,” he begged, between moans.
“At the end,” was all I could say.
He lifted me up and began walking with me in his arms. When we reached my bedroom, he didn’t even turn on the light because the moonlight also illuminated that room.
“I’m burning for you, ‘Sweet,’” he affirmed, looking at me with a mixture of lust and confusion.
“I want you too,” I said, between gasps. There, I had said it.
“I’m going to take off this dress that you probably wear to drive men crazy because today no one could stop looking at you.”
He began examining the dress and seemed to have no idea what to do to remove it from me. I raised my arm and began to lower the zipper that was on the side. When he saw me doing it, he stopped me by putting his hand on mine.
“Let me do it so I can fulfill my desire to take it off you. All night I’ve been dreaming of this moment.”
The dress slid down my body until it ended up on the floor. His eyes traveled over my entire body, which at that moment was only dressed in sensual black thong.
“My God! You have a breathtaking body. You’re gorgeous,” he affirmed, looking at me as if I were the moon and stars to him. He approached, and when he was about to kiss me, I put a finger on his lips.
“Get undressed so I don’t feel so exposed.”
“You do it. Undress me,” he asked.
