Page 21 of A Really Gay Book
“Get inside me, Adam. I need you inside me right now.Please.”
I could have listened to Apple beg for hours, but I’d been fighting my desire to shove into him raw for too long. I wasn’t going to make it hours. Or minutes.
I pulled out my cock, enjoying the way Apple’s lust-darkened eyes went hazy at the sight. “I knew it,” he said softly. I thought I heard him say ‘dick fingers,’ but I wasn’t paying attention anymore.
I’d just realized something terrible.
We were missing a crucial item here.
“Condoms,” I blurted out.
How long would it take me to get some? Would I survive that long?
“Pants pocket,” Apple said. “Front pocket.”
I found his pants and fished inside one pocket, then the other, finding what I was looking for along with a ridiculous number of lube packets. Something about that made irritation spike in my chest.
I got the condom on in an amazingly short period of time considering I’d never done it before. I barely remembered to coat it in lube before lining my cock up with his hole. I tried to push into Apple slowly, but the way he opened up to me had me shoving into him faster than I was proud of.
Nowthathad me even more irritated.
Apple took me so easily. He was tight, hot bliss, and it was nearly enough to distract me from the darkness growing inside me.
I’d known there was no way Apple was a virgin. But thinking about it right now made me want to hurt someone. A number of someones. If I knew how many partners Apple had had, I’d know the exact number of someones I needed to hurt.
I bottomed out inside Apple, but instead of giving him a chance to acclimate to my size, I pulled halfway out and thrust into him a lot harder than I should have. Apple made an animalistic noise that was far too satisfying for the darkness trying to wake up inside me.
Shit. I couldn’t punish Apple for being with other people before meeting me, even if I hated the idea of it.
I slammed into him again, doing my best to dial it back, and Apple cried out again. His hands scrabbled for my arm, and he tried to pull me closer.
Apple was fucking loving it.
Right now, I was doing everything in my power not to fuck Apple until he broke, and part of me really, really wanted to. I just wanted to get as far inside of him as I could so he could never leave, and his cries of encouragement weren’t helping my control at all.
“I want to tear you to pieces, Apple.”
I pulled Apple flush against my body and pressed my forehead against his, fighting to calm down and taking huge, gulping breaths.
Apple squirmed against me.
“Be still, Apple. Just… give me a second.”
Apple relaxed against my hold and said, “Adam, if I were the big one in this relationship, I’d probably fuck you to death. Count your lucky stars.” All of this was said in a soft, breathy tone, like he was fighting to get the words out.
Considering that I have a housemate who might be able to build a machine to reanimate me, I wasn’t sure I’d mind being fucked to death.
I stopped trying to dial anything back.
Apple was mine and he wanted it as much as I did.
ChapterNine
APPLE
Adam had gotten twice as rough since I’d produced the condoms and lube.
Of course I had sex supplies! I’d bought some the moment I realized Adam would be my husband the minute I managed to shove him in front of a judge. And like I said before, I’d been working myself open on the regular so he wouldn’t tear me apart.
