Page 49 of Goodbye Paradise
“Caleb,” he panted. “Are you going to fuck me?”
I stilled my hands on him for a moment, so that he would be able to focus on what I was about to say. “I wasn’t sure we should. Didn’t know if you’d feel bad about it afterwards. I mean… it’s more than just touching, you know?”
“The Bible says not to.” His head lolled against my chest, and his tongue flicked out to lick my skin. “But I’ve always wanted it.”
“Yeah? Do you think about it sometimes?”
He flexed his hips, as if trying to restart my hands on his body. “In my daydreams, you hold me down and fuck me from behind.”
Just hearing thewords, my balls tightened. “Whew, Joshy. I want to.Sobadly. But if we’re trying this, I gotta see your face, okay? I have to know if I’m hurting you.”
He began to suck on my nipple. His fingers closed around my dick, and he pumped me with his palm. “Caleb,” he whispered against my skin. “Just make me yours.”
“You,” I said, kissing him on the forehead, “are already mine. You havealwaysbeen mine. Now sit up with me.” I hauled us upright, until I was seated on the bed, my legs together, my back angled against the pillows.
Josh looked drunk with lust. His face was flushed, and his eyes were heavy. But he knew what to do. I guess hehadbeen thinking about this. He straddled me, knees on the bed, hands on the headboard.
I grabbed the lube and drizzled a sloppy amount on my dick. “Goslow,” I cautioned.
But he was too eager to listen. Lining himself up over me, he sank down on my slippery dick.
I bellowed with pleasure. The sensation of entering Josh’s body was so overwhelming that I had to squeeze my eyes shut. Making love to Josh was all I’d ever wanted. And he felt every bit as good as I’d dreamed. I dropped my head until it collided with his chest, and took a deep breath of him. Wrapping my arms around him, I swam through a rush of emotion. Just being here with him was a gift that I didn’t know if I deserved.
But Josh inhaled sharply, as if in pain.
Startled, I leaned back again. “Are you okay?”
“It burns,” he confessed, his eyes red.
“We don’t have to do this today,” I whispered, rubbing his chest with my hand.
“Just give me a minute,” he panted.
“Let me kiss you,” I begged, wishing there was something else I could do to ease him. I reached up and took those gorgeous cheekbones in my hands, bringing his mouth down to mine. My kisses were tender, brushing his soft lips with mine, licking into his sweet mouth. With gentle hands, I rubbed his arms and chest. I let my fingers sift down through the light hair on his belly, until I brushed his cock.
“Oh,” he said into my mouth as I began to stroke him lightly. “Oh,” he said again as I grazed his nipple with my free hand, and tangled my tongue with his. I kissed him to say that everything was okay, no matter if we fucked or not. I kissed him to tell him how grateful I was that he loved me.Sograteful.
Josh shifted carefully. He adjusted the angle of his hips, and the effect was a bit of friction on my cock, which was still buried inside him. I couldn’t hold back my moan. It just felt so good.
That seemed to make Josh feel brave. He put some weight on the headboard and experimented with lifting himself up my shaft.
God in heaven, it was good. My kisses lost focus as Josh’s firm body slid up and then down my shaft. He tipped his hips further, then did it again.
“Baby,” I breathed. But that’s all I said. Because speaking was beyond my capacity at the moment.
Slowly, he thrusted again. Andagain. Each time he moved, I felt everything. His body hugged my cock in the most beautiful way. And his sweet breath brushed my face, his tongue skimmed my mouth.
“It’s so…” I struggled to tell him how I was feeling. “…Hotinside you. So… intense. Are you all right?”
He nodded, his nose brushing my face. “Feeling better,” he breathed. “Good, even. Especially when I…” he broke off. Then he tilted his hips and bore down. “Rightthere,” he panted. “There’s nothing like it.” Biting the corner of his lip, he picked up the pace.
It was magical.
Every thrust thrilled me. And the knowledge that Josh was riding me, taking pleasure from my body was just incredible. It was sensory overload of the very best kind. “Love you,” I gasped.
Josh put more weight on the headboard, and moaned. He moved his hips faster now, fucking himself on me with more urgency. I slid a hand around to cup his ass. The muscle under my hand was contracting rhythmically.Damnthat was sexy.
I wasn’t going to last much longer. So I took Josh’s cock in hand and started to stroke. I tipped my head back, trying to hold myself together. “Need you to come for me,” I panted, skimming the pad of my thumb over his slit. “Shoot all over my chest,” I begged.
