He laughed. When he slid off my body and left the bed, I got a chance to relax for a second. I shucked off my underwear and my shirt, wondering what would happen next. I felt exposed, lying naked on the bed of a motel room. I may have had jitters, but I wasn’t actually afraid. Axel would neverhurtme.
No matter how many lonely years were between us, I trusted himimplicitly.
When he came back to the bed, I heard the quiet snap of a lube bottle. Goosebumps broke out on my skin. In the light of the digital clock beside the bed, I saw him set the lube down. Then he reached between my legs and palmed my balls with slickedfingers.
“Aaah,” Igasped.
He bent over my chest, planting a kiss on my sternum. “If I do something you don’t like, just tell me tostop,okay?”
I put my hand in his hair to tell him that I understood. But speech was impossible, because he’d begun to lick his way down my chest and onto my quivering stomach. I shuddered and gasped as his mouth headed toward my needy dick. And when his lips finally skimmed my tip, we bothmoaned.
“Fuck, you’re leaking for me,” he whispered. “Sexiestthingever.”
His warm, wet mouth sank onto my dick, and I wasn’t going to survive it. I made sounds I’d never made before. I’d dreamed about this so many times, but the real-life experience was so might more powerful than I’d expected. My fantasies hadn’t included the weight of his body on my legs, or his stubble against my inner thighs. The friction of skinagainstskin.
The flat of his tongue running down my shaft made every one of my muscles tighten. Then he swirled his tongue around my cockhead, and I thought I would losemymind.
He eased off my cock, and I thought he was giving me another moment to calm down. But naughty, slicked-up fingers stroked my taint, and it felt gloriously naughty. And then Axel lifted my knee, opening me up. His finger slid back and began teasingmyhole.
My gasp was as loud as ahurricanegale.
He backed off immediately. “Sorry,” hewhispered.
“No, I…” My chest rose and fell as if I’d just run a sprint. “Caught off guard,” Igroundout.
“Relax,” he whispered, stroking my taint with two fingers. “I want to take careofyou.”
“Shouldn’t take mucheffort.”
Chuckling, he reached for the lube again, and I heard the click of the cap. I was trembling by the time his slicked fingers stroked into my crease again. This time when his finger pressed my hole, I managed not to freak out. But I didn’t forget my self-consciousness until he bent over me again and swallowed my dickall the way to the back of his throat. My fingers gripped the bedspread. He gave a good, hard suck and I couldn’t hold inmymoan.
Nothing hadeverfelt this good. I couldn’t hold my hips still, so they began to roll in a rhythm with Axel’s mouth. Meanwhile, the finger against my ass pressed onward. He was penetrating me, and I wasn’t even shocked anymore. I was too busy fucking his mouth and seeing spots in front ofmyeyes.
Then his finger stroked me inside, and I gasped again. My balls tightened and it was all over. I didn’t have time to warn him. Suddenly, I was bucking and shooting and moaning likecrazy.
Axel groaned, swallowing again and again, taking everything I gave him. Then he gentled his mouth, easing off me, kissing me once more on the tip. He withdrew his finger from my ass, and I gasped at the lossofhim.
He kissed my hip and my belly. “Christ. You are so… Just don’t goanywhere.”
Axel disappeared for a minute into the bathroom, and I heard the sink running while he probably washed his hands. I slowed my panting breaths and put a hand over my eyes to shield them from the bathroomlight.
When Axel came back, he pulled the hand off my face. “Youokay?”
“I have never felt better.” I reached for him, and he slipped into my arms, his hard dick poking me in the hip. Soft lips grazed my shoulder and I sighed. “Think it’s your turn,” I said, slipping a hand down onto his cock—the only one I’d ever touched that wasn’t mine. Just like it had been when we were teens, touching him was strange and familiar all at once. I pumped my hand up and down his shaft—we were about the same size,actually.
That had to be the only benefit of celibacy—I’d never had to worry about comparing my dick to anyoneelse’s.
Axel was so quiet that I looked up at his face. The light was dim, but I could see he was staringatme.
“What?” Iasked.
He smiled slowly. “Just can’t believe I’m here with you. Blowing you was so hot I almost camemyself.”
I swiped my thumb through the pre-come on his cockhead, and his breath hitched. “I want to make this good for you,” I said.But I don’t know what I’m doing. “Maybe you shouldfuckme.”
He rose up on an elbow, surprise on his face. “Yeah? You like tobottom?”
I hesitated, because I didn’t want to lie. “For you I’d like to.” I stroked him a little faster. He was so hard inmyhand.