Page 51 of Hello Forever
Axel looked so uncertain, and my heart broke at the sight of his uneasy eyes. “Babe, I’m not supposedtotalk…”
“Then let’s nottalk.” I closed the distance between us and put my hands on his chest. But the uneasy look in his eyes did not go away. So I grabbed his shirt in two hands andkissedhim.
“Ummnf,” he said, surprised. I wrapped a hand behind his neck and nipped his lower lip. I pulled him closer to me. I just had to. Enough with letting other people rule my life. ForyearsI’d tried to conform to my father’s stupid rules, and it was nothing but adisaster.
Enough.
“Axel,” I demanded, my lips against his mouth. “Kissme.”
He sighed, and my heart froze with fear. Was it already too late? Who would want a guy who had as much baggage asIdid?
But then Axel’s mouth softened under mine. His hands gripped my waist, and he kissed me gently. Another sigh slipped from his chest, and hegavein.
I was still too revved up by a thousand raw emotions to be gentle. I forced my tongue into his mouth, laving it against his. He groaned in reply, deepening the kiss. And then we were on the move. Axel nudged me toward the bed. I went, trying not to stumble over my feet. Between kisses, he nudged me again, and it wasn’t gentle. Eager hands pushed me until my ass hit the bed. My coat was yanked roughly from my shoulders and thrown on thefloor.
Now we were on exactly the same page. His kisses were just as urgent as mine, probably because he understood. It was now or never for us. The future was getting uglier by the minute. His job was in peril. My life was teetering on acliff.
Here in Axel’s apartment, there was only the present moment. And Axel was making quick work of the buttons on myshirt.
I kicked off my shoes. Then I grabbed the waistband of his pants and popped the button. I’d never done this before—just reached out to take what I wanted. It felt so fucking freeing to go where my heart led me. And when I unzipped him and then slipped my hand into his fly, there was a nice, thick cock waiting for me. I gave it a firm stroke and he hardened inmyhand.
“Fuck,” Axel choked out. The sound of his arousal lit me up. Too much time had been wasted waiting for life to get better. I yanked his trousers down his hips, and they fell away like I needed them to. After he kicked them away, he grabbed his shirt, tugging it over his head. The hot, determined look on his face was everything I’d everwanted.
After shedding my shirt, I shucked my jeans and underwear, then kicked off my socks. I was completely naked on Axel’s bed. He stood above me, a hungry look on his face. “Come here,” I ordered. I lay back and parted my legs. It felt like the dirtiest thing I’d ever done, but it was exactly what I needed right now. I needed him tofuckme.
And I needed to never, everthink.
Axel climbed onto the bed on his hands and knees. He was still wearing his briefs, so I reached up and tugged the waistband away from his beautiful skin. I plunged my hand inside and curved my hand aroundhiscock.
He hissed, and the sound was beautiful to me. Then he shed his briefs and maneuvered his body the other way on the bed, so he was facing my toes. He dropped his face down to my groin and took the head of my dick in hismouth.
I gave a full body shudder. God, it felt so good. I reached between his legs, sifting my fingers through the soft hair of his inner thighs before cupping his balls inmyhand.
He hissed again and I felt myself get even harder in his mouth. My hips twitched with yearning, and I was mad with want. I wanted to suck and fuck and rub off on him all at once. He dropped his head between my legs and I let out a bellow that could probably be heard for miles. Axel was sucking my balls, one at a time. “Turn over,” herasped.
Without hesitation I rolled onto my stomach. Axel moved, reorienting himself on the bed. Warm fingers tried to spread me. Then he grasped my hips and tugged. “On yourknees.”
I lifted my ass, and then his mouth was back, teasing my taint with his tongue. “Oh Jesus,” I gasped as a warm, wet tongue probed me. “Fuck me,” I begged. “Please.”
He placed a soft kiss on my inner thigh. “I plan to.” He gave my ass a slap. “Spreadforme.”
I did. He disappeared for a moment, leaving me there, ass in the air, completelyvulnerable.
And I loved it. This was exactly where I’d always needed to go.Finally.
A moment later I heard the sound of a lube bottle opening. Then Axel’s hard body was behind me, his slicked-up fingers rubbing into mycrease.
I took a deep breath and focused on relaxing. When he eased a finger inside me, I was ready. I pushed back against him, reaching for it. “More,” Idemanded.
Axel leaned down to kiss my back. “Got to take it slow,” hemurmured.
“Fuck slow. Been waiting too longforthis.”
I received another kiss on my spine. “Let me work you open. Then I’ll give you the pounding youdeserve.”
Groaning, I dropped my elbows onto the bed. I felt a second finger press in to meet the first. There was a burn, but it was a burn that I wanted. “Yeah,” I panted. My hips rocked back onto his hand. I was woozy with adrenaline and desire. He played with me while I panted,waiting.
My whole life I’d craved this—Axel’s hands on my body. Axel owning me. All the anger I’d brought here with me today had morphed into desire. I was vibrating with need and desperation, pressing into him, fucking myself on his hand. “Please,” Isobbed.
