Page 19 of The Secret Job: Into the Depths of Depravity
Wednesday, 11pm – 4hrs, MM/FP, Primal Play $13,000
And the list goes on. Which one shall I apply for next……
9
After viewing the Red job board on Tuesday I decided to mull over the jobs that were listed and enjoy the day-to-day life of being back in my family bubble again. It was on Friday that James asked as we curled up in bed ready to go to sleep, “You haven’t mentioned any playmate jobs this week, is everything ok?”
“Yes, it’s totally fine. I’ve just been enjoying settling into real life again. I think something has changed in me. I no longer worry so much about finding the next job or if I’ll get another job because I know there are always jobs available for me to do. The worry has gone, or I’ve rewired my brain to relax or something.” I smile back at him reassuringly.
“That sounds pretty sensible. There is no pressure from me to do the jobs and you’ve certainly alleviated all the financial pressure we were having just by doing the last job alone. Are you going to have a break for a bit?”
“No. Well, this week yes but I’ve had the Red job board on my mind. I was called into Sandy’s office on Tuesday, and she gave me the news that the owners have decided to give me earlyaccess due to the weeklong charity job I did and how well I handled it.”
“Is that so?” James replies, raising one eyebrow.
“Yep. You’re looking at an all-access level playmate now,” I say smugly.
“So how come you didn’t mention it?” James sounds bemused and a pang of guilt hits me.
“I’m not sure. I guess I needed a bit more time for it to sink in. It’s been a big week with so many emotions leaving the guys after the week in captivity, then our weekend away which was just beautiful. I wanted to just sit in my real life for a few days with you and the kids. Seeing as our money worries are much less, I took heed to what Sandy suggested and wanted to look after my mental health before I took another job.”
“Seems sensible to me. What did Sandy say in your meeting then?” James probes.
“She was lovely, I saw a different side to her this time, one that Sophie always alluded to but not having known her that long, I hadn’t seen it yet. She was warm, maternal and happy that I’d done so well at the charity job. She said she had no doubt I could and would take the Red jobs but I should make sure I look after myself and my own mental well being. She was sweet, I was grateful for her kindness.”
“I take it you’ve had a look at the job board by now. What is on there?”
“Unusual kinks and jobs, I know that much. I don’t really know what they mean, Sophie made me promise to speak to her before taking any, so that’s what I’m going to do. A few have piqued my interest, more than a few if I’m honest. When I started as a playmate, all the jobs were new, and I didn’t know what they involved. The jobs on the Red board feel the same but I’m guessing with job names like blood play and needles, they are more extreme. But now I’ve sat with them the last few days, they don’t frighten me, they intrigue me.”
“They frighten me for you!” exclaims James.
“You know the rules, no scars or harm will come. It’s all for sexual pleasure and strangely the needles don’t bother me, but I think I’ll pass on the blood.”
“Okay. When do you plan on dipping your toe in the Red jobs? Or will you continue with the Green and Amber where I’m guessing you haven’t even begun to cover all the crazy kinks seeing as you were on neither for long enough?”
“I think I will apply next week. See what kind of mood I’m in when I sit down to apply, I’m thinking.”
“Sounds like I plan, I guess. Talking about next week, I have something to run past you. Now you have shut your business down, I was wondering if instead of going to your office on Thursdays, you could be my own personal submissive before the kids come home. I can work from home, so you don’t need to do it in my office,” he winks, smiling broadly at me. “I have thought of nothing but you in that velvet collar since we’ve been home.”
“Really? Well, it is my most favourite accessory.” I chirp in reply.
“Actually, that’s a lie—yes, I have been thinking of you in that collar for endless hours. I have also been thinking of you spit-roasted between me and Matty.”
Hearing Matty’s name makes my heart begin to pound in my chest. We haven’t seen him since we’ve been back, which isn’t unusual. But something deep down makes me want to see him and check in on him. “Have you spoken to him since we’ve been back?” I enquire.
“Yes of course, he’s spoken of nothing else except our Monday morning together. He says it feels like we’ve given him a drug and now his appetite for it has gone through the roof, he needs to sate it.”
“Sate it how?” I ask, wondering if he’s going to find himself at a swingers club this weekend.
“He wants to do it again.”
“Again,” I repeat and ask, “Again like with anyone or again with us?”
“Again with us Rose Petal, with you and me.”
“And what did you say?” I ask, but judging by the look on his face I can guess already.
