Page 35 of Nightmare For Hire
I shake my head.
“Have you played with your own ass before? Fingers? Toys?”
“Just my penis. When I’m thinking about Cyrus.”
“Okay. Okay. Watching those videos, which position do you want to be in? The fucker or fuckee?”
I watch a little more of the last video. Cowgirl, or whatever. “I want Cy to bounce on me.” I nod. “So whatever that is.” But I think I want to bounce on his penis, too.
“You might be vers and like it all. You do understand the mechanics, right? Your cock goes in his asshole and the other way around? Or mouth. Or whatever.”
“Yeah. I got it. So you really take a big penis. Maddox is huge. I still haven’t seen Cy’s, but I imagine he’s in proportion to his body.”
“We’re not talking about Maddox’s cock.”
“Okay.” I keep watching the video.
“This is weird as fuck watching you watch porn. I think I’m gonna—”
“Wait! Don’t leave me. We can go back to dancing.”
“Actually, in about two seconds my mate is going to break down your door if I don’t head over to help him out.”
“What does he need help with? I can he—”
“He can tell I’m horny and—”
There’s pounding on my door. Dani laughs when I stand to open the door to an enraged orc.
“Hey, Maddox. Dani is teaching me sex.”
“What?!”
Dani waves my phone, and the sex noises blare through the speaker. I grab my phone to show Maddox. “See? I wanted to know how to do that.”
“I see,” Maddox says through gritted teeth. “If you don’t mind. I’m taking my mate home to…” He waves at my phone without looking at me. “Do that.”
“Oh. Okay. Have fun. I want to try doggie now that I know what it is.” I glare at Dani for not explaining before and lettingme think for the longest time that doggie style was some sort of game where people barked.
“Turn up the music,” Dani says as he follows Maddox out the door.
Once I’m alone, I turn up the music and go back to the videos on my phone. I want to be good for Cyrus if he decides he wants to have sex. I won’t push him. Never. I just don’t want to be a bumbling idiot if we ever take that step.
Chapter 16
Cyrus
“We’re going on another date today.”
I pull the phone away from my ear when Devon squeals. “I want to meet Nox so badly! Where are you going this time?”
“The movies. There’s this theater that shows mostly monster movies, as in monster leads, not something likeGodzilla.”
“That’s amazing. I wish we had a theater like that here.”
“I wish you were here.”
I miss Devon and Norris so damn bad, but I know despite the Mick situation, I made the right decision. I’ve moved on from him. He needs to do the same. I still don’t understand why he broke up with me, but all I have is gratitude.
