Page 12 of Beachy Sweetheart
MaddieBaby:WHAT?! NOOOOOOoooooOOOOooooOOOoo.
RaccoonBandit:Sorry :(
MaddieBaby:You said yes to something your mom asked you to do, didn’t you?
RaccoonBandit:guilty
My phone rings, and Maddy’s face smiles out. Against my better judgement, I answer.
“Just tell her no. Or don’t show up!” Her cheery voice makes me smile despite the ache in my heart.
“You know I can’t do that. I have a responsibility.”
“Not to be her lapdog. Ugh. I love you. You need to grow a backbone against her.”
I squeeze my eyes shut. “I know,” I whisper. “Sorry.”
She sighs on the other end. “I’m worried about you. You haven’t been to Playful Pleasures for like ever. I miss your cute face.”
“I miss you too. I miss everyone.” Tears burn my eyes, and I rub them away with the back of my free hand. “Sorry. I have to get ready.”
“See you tonight or I’m going to drive over there and kidnap you.”
I snort laugh because she totally would. “I’ll see you tonight.”
“Kisses!”
“Hugs!”
We end the call and I stare at my closet full of the neon colors of my carnival work shirts. My Little clothes only take up a small fraction of my wardrobe. One day I’ll have more onesies and footie pajamas.
I take a quick shower, then dress in a neon orange shirt with my khakis and head out into the dreaded summer heat, when all I wanted was some extra sleep before being with my friends all night long.
My stomach grumbles,but I don’t get a lunch break for another thirty minutes. Luckily, despite the carnival being busy, there’s a lull in the day, and I look around before I check the forum.
MaddieBaby:I have the perfect outfit picked out! Have you decided on something yet, Trevor? You have so many cute outfits.
RaccoonBandit:I can’t decide ;__; I need a Daddy to pick something out and I’m Daddyless.
Why the hell did I just type that?
DaddyAttyAndy:I’m happy to be your Daddy tonight if you’d like.
I blink back at my phone screen and swallow. Andy, the sweet man I’m pretty sure has been flirting with me in private messages, just publicly said he’d be my weekend Daddy. We might not know what each other looks like, but I’m drawn to him and his messages. It’s been ‘good morning Trevor’ for several days now, and no one from the club has ever done that for me.
I nibble my bottom lip.
RaccoonBandit:I’ve never had a Daddy all my own.
MaddieBaby:SAY YESSSSS! Or my Mommy said she’ll help you pick something out.
I switch over to texting Maddie.
Trevor: I’m freaking out!!
Maddie: I can telllllll. Just say yes! You talk about having a Daddy, this is your chance to have that full experience.
Trevor: I know!! I knowwwwww!! Gahhhh!!
