“I guess not,” he murmurs, his voice still thick with emotion. “But there’s more. I want… I need more from you, Alpha.”
His eyes glint with a mix of mischief and determination, and I can feel the tide of my own desire rising again. “And you’ll get it. Just let me take care of you.”
He nods, his smile softening my heart, and as we share this moment of intimacy, I know we’re just getting started.
“Now, about those condoms…” I murmur, forcing us both back to reality, even as my body hums with anticipation.
Pax chuckles. “Yeah, I think we really need those.”
PAX
Aaron takes a quick shower and leaves the bathroom. I have to remind myself he’s coming back. He’s just going to grab condoms, and I can’t help but feel a pang of fear at the thought of being apart, even just for a moment. How ridiculous is that? But everything feels different with him.
Taking a deep breath, I lean back against the pile of blankets and pillows. The softness surrounding me is comforting, soothing. I close my eyes, letting the lull between waves of Heat take over me. It’s peaceful here, tucked away in this cabin, and I can’t help but feel a sense of safety that I’ve never experienced during my Heat before.
I trust Aaron. The realization hits me hard, forcing me to open my eyes again. ItrustAaron. It’s surprising, really. I’ve always been so wary of Alphas, convinced I had to guard myself against their expectations and desires. But with Aaron, everything is different. His nurturing nature pulls me in, and I find myself wanting more than just a physical connection. Iwantto share this with him—this vulnerable, needy side of myself that I usually hide away.
A yawn escapes my lips, and I let the weariness tug at me. Just a quick nap, I tell myself, closing my eyes once more. Thewarmth of the blankets wraps around me like a cocoon, lulling me into a gentle doze.
Thoughts of Aaron flit through my mind as I drift off, his playful smile, the way he looks at me. The way he makes me feel. I can’t shake the eagerness building inside me, a desperate need to see him again. I want him back in the cabin, back within arm’s reach, where I can see him.
When I finally doze off, it’s with the lingering warmth of his touch still tingling on my skin. The world fades away, but the anticipation of his return, of what’s still to come, keeps me tethered between sleep and wakefulness. I want to feel him again, to dive into that next wave together.
I just hope he hurries back.
The door clicks open right as a surge of Heat forces me awake. A whimper falls from my lips as the palm of Aaron’s hand presses to my forehead.
“Looks like I got back, just in time.” Aaron drops his shopping bag on the cart that previously contained our snacks and he rushes from the room. “Be right back.” And he is. Naked. Gloriously naked.
I lick my lips as I smash my medium-sized dildo to the edge of the tub. I need more than needy ruts and toys up my ass. But while he prepares himself, I slide onto my toy.
Aaron’s pupils blow wide as I fuck myself. He’s so distracted he stops moving towards me. My slick and the toy make obscene noises.
“Fuck, baby. You look so sexy like that.”
I whine because I should have chosen the bigger of the toys. “Not enough.” I bounce harder and harder. Tears well in my eyes because it’s just not enough. “Please.”
“I got you, darlin’.” He grabs the box of condoms from the bag and rips it open. Knotting condoms, thank goodness.
He slides one on, his gaze never leaving me. Heat radiates from his body. My heart races at the sight of him, the way his muscles flex as he moves with purpose towards me.
“Just a sec,” he murmurs, pulling out a bottle of lube next. How thoughtful of him. The sound of the cap popping open sends a rush of excitement through me. “I want to take my time with you, Pax.”
“Please,” I whimper again. I want him. Ineedhim. The throbbing inside is unbearable, and the toy doesn’t cut it. Not anymore.
Aaron steps closer, his presence overwhelming in the best way. He leans down, his lips brushing against my ear. “You’re so beautiful when you’re like this, all eager and desperate for me.”
I shudder at his words, the intimacy of them washing over me. He trails his fingers down my arm, sending sparks of electricity across my skin. “Let’s get you feeling good, alright?”
With that, he pours a generous amount of lube into his hand, warming it before he brings it to my cock. Stroking me slowly. “Just relax for me.” His voice is steady, reassuring, and I nod, trying to focus on his words as he works my cock. “Relax, baby.” His free hand runs across my chest before squeezing a nipple. “How about you present for me?”
I drop to my knees in a second, the toy bouncing as it leaves my body. Aaron chuckles and runs a hand down my back, adjusting me.
“You’re so beautiful, Pax.” He kisses my hip and presses my back down just slightly more. “Ready?” He whispers against my skin.
I nod, ready for whatever he offers.
The moment his fingers slide inside, I gasp. The feeling of being stretched with flesh instead of silicone is exactly what I need. “More,” I urge, my body instinctively arching into him.